The Twilight Diaries

Chapter 14

DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN ANY OF THE TWILIGHT OR TVD CHARACTERS.

EDWARD'S POV

I was sitting in the living room, listening to Tanya and Rosalie going over wedding details, while flickering glances to me. Jasper and Emmett was arguing over a football game. Carlisle and Esme left to hunt.

My attention span was decreasing by the second. My mind kept wandering to Bella and that kiss. I could still feel electricity on my lips. Tanya seemed to calm down after the whole dabocal with Bella. I snapped out of my daze when I heard a gasp from Alice.

She was having a vision.

Bella was dress in wedding dress and Elijah escorting her down the aisle. She was happy and glowing. She was absolutely beautiful. I could see my family in the crowd among others. Then, I came into view. I was dress in black suit with a bow tie. Carlisle was standing in the middle. He was conducting the ceremony. Bella finally reached me and I took her hand. Carlisle's words was blur. "I do." I said. "I do." Bella said. "You may kiss the bride." Carlisle said. Bella leaned in for a kiss, but stopped. "I love you." Then, we kissed.

The vision end.

I was back into my living room. Everyone surrounds Alice, asking what did she see. I felt Alice's eyes on me. "Edward, I let you see that vision for a reason, but yet you are still afraid to see the truth." Alice shook her head, before getting up. "I hope that was enough for you." Alice said before disappearing upstairs. Everyone went quiet and tensed up.

Emmett jumped up and started to scream. "TOUCHDOWN, BITCHES! JASPER, YOU OWE ME MONEY!" He did a dance, if you can call it that. Emmett stopped when he noticed that we were staring at him. "What?" He questioned.

"How in the hell did you make it as a vampire?" Jasper asked.

Emmett showed off his arms. "With these guns." He kissed the muscles on his arms. He wagged his eyebrows.

Rosalie rolled her eyes. "I hoped you didn't say it to that bear that nearly killed you."

Jasper and Rosalie laughed. Jasper reached over and gave her high-five.

Emmett scowled. "You were surely enjoying my physique last night. I remember yours words to be 'OH, EMMETT! WHY YOU SO -.."

"WHOA! WHOA! TOO MUCH INFORMATION!" I jumped up and stopped him from finishing that sentence. Emmett smirked. Much as I would love to use this as a distraction to delay the inevitable, I can't chicken out like that. Plus, I won't hear Alice nag me anymore.

"Tanya, we need to talk." I took her hand and lead her upstairs to my room. Tanya took a seat on my bed and I just paced.

"Edward, I think this wedding will turn out superbly. Rosalie thought we should go to Seattle tomorrow and go dress shopping." Tanya said.

"I wish he would just tell me all ready. I have a lot to take care of." Tanya thought.

I took an unnecessary breath and sat next to her. "Tanya, I'm truly sorry to do this to you." I said.

"Do what, darling?" Tanya grazed my cheek. She was still smiling.

"I can't go through with the wedding, Tanya. A lot has changed in a such short period. I wish there was another way to do this, but it is not." I said.

I watched the smile slowly seep away from her face. I tried to read her thoughts but she blocked me. Her hands slipped from mines. Tanya got up from the bed and stood with her back towards me.

"I need to understand the change of heart you have. Did something happen?" She asked. Her voice was old and hard.

"Yes, but its irrelevant. We are not meant to be together." I stood from the bed. "Tanya, I genuinely did care about you. I tried fooling myself to believe it was love, but it was me being afraid to be alone. When our paths crossed, I felt a connection with you. And I thought 'maybe this is it.'" I moved closer to her and laid my hand on her shoulder. Tanya whipped around and pushed me.