I thought of this in Lunch Study and then freaked out lol!!!
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Brendon's p.o.v.
"I'm leaving Brendon and there's nothing you can do about it" Ryan said.
"Ryan please, I need you, we need you, please don't leave me" I whispered with tears in my eyes.
"I'm sorry Brendon, I really am but I'm not happy here" Ryan said to me.
" tell me whats bothering you i can fix it " I pleaded.
I'm sorry Brendon but this is something you can't fix" Ryan muttered.
"Ok, I'm sorry I can't help, but do you think we could have one more special night before you go forever?" I asked with tears running down my face.
"Brendon I can't, it will make this even more painful, I don't want that for you" Ryan said.
Ryan then walked towards me and pulled me into a tight hug. My cries got muffled from his chest pressed against my face. I felt like I would never stop crying, this was torture. It felt like my heart was getting ripped out of my chest.
"Ryan, I don't want you to go, I love you"
"I know Brendon, I love you too, but I have to go, I can't be with you anymore"
"Why not, don't I make you happy, you've been here through it all, and you want to leave now"
"I know, I'm sorry Brendon, I really am, I don't know what to say, I keep on telling you that I'm not happy and you're not understanding that"
"It's because I don't want the only person that care's about me and loves me to go, you're all that I have"
"I know Brendon, I'm sorry, but the fans care about you"
"I know, do you think we can have one more special night, please Ryan I need this"
"Fine Brendon, but this is going to make it worse"
"I don't care about the pain, I only care about you and I right now"
Ryan then pushed me against the wall and kissed me. I quickly kissed back slower because I wanted to feel him for a long time. Ryan ran his hands up and down my back until he reached my ass which he squeezed. I moaned into his mouth and he slipped his tongue in. He then picked me up and walked us over to our shared bed, but soon would be just mine. Ryan dropped me on the bed and quickly climbed on top of me and pressed his lips to mine. He was in push up position and his lower region was pressed to mine. He then pushed down onto me which caused a loud moan to escape my swollen lips and for my back to arch.
Then Ryan began to fumble with my zipper. Finally he got ahold of it and pulled it down. He grabbed ahold of my pant loops and yanked them down my legs. I spread my legs as soon as they were off. Ryan got down on top of me and continued to kiss up my neck and leave light hickeys. Yes the fandom knew about us but we think they would be grossed out if they seen hickeys all over our necks.
I reached down and gabbed the hem of Ryan's shirt and slipped it over his head. Then I grabbed his pants and yanked them down. We were both now just in our boxers. Ryan began to thrust his cover dick on mine. I moaned out loud and Ryan did the same. He continued his movement a couple more minutes until I felt like I needed to cum.
"Ryan stop, I'm gonna cum if you continue" I said between moans.
Ryan immediately stop and went back to kissing me. He ran his hand up and down my back and then grabbed my ass roughly. He squeezed my ass then slapped it every now and then. Then Ryan pulled down my boxers and ghosted his index finger over my hole.
He waited until he thought I was ready and then pushed one digit in. He then moved his finger in and out at a steady pace. I began to whine and begged for more.
"I'm gonna need more begging Brendon you know how it is" Ryan whispered in my ear with a deep voice. It was the most beautiful voice and I could listen to it all the time.
"Please Daddy, I need more, I need you, please Daddy" I begged in a small whiny voice.
I guess that was all Ryan needed because he then pushed in a second finger. I felt amazing, to be this close to someone that you love, to let them do glorious things to your body. I loved this feeling, having Ryan's skin pressed to mine. I could feel his heavy breathing and beautiful heart beat.
Ryan removed his fingers and kissed me gently on the lips. He pressed his tip agains my entrance and asked if I was ready. Of course I wanted this to be slow but I needed him, I wanted to be even closer to him, I wanted to feel him inside me. I nodded my head and Ryan began to push in. I threw my head back and moaned, I've been waiting for this moment to come, I can't believe that this will be the last time I got to feel Ryan like this. He was going to leave me so I had to enjoy what I had left.
Ryan began to push in faster and I knew I was going to release soon. He always did this to me, made me feel so much pleasure and made me cum fast. I was a moaning mess and Ryan was the same, he was moaning softly into my ear, it was a noise that I would want to hear everyday. When it comes to Ryan I would do anything for him all day.
I was whining and grabbing at the sheets, I could feel the sweat drip down my forehead. The knot in my stomach was getting tighter and I knew in 2 more thrust it would send me over the edge.
I was right because when Ryan pushed in 2 more times cum went all over mine and Ryan's chest, and then Ryan released deep inside of me. Ryan pulled out slowly and laid down on the bed exhausted. He pulled me into his chest and kissed my forehead.
"I don't want you to leave Ryan, I need you" I said quietly with tears dripping down my face.
"Don't worry Bren I'll never leave you now get some sleep I know you're tired" Ryan said then kissed me lightly on the lips.
I fell asleep in the love of my life's arms happy.
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Hey guys I hope you like this, sorry it's really bad I was in History class lol. Thank you for ready, love you guys <3 -Joleen
