Friday
March 22, 2013
12:23am
Gerard's POV
I cant breathe.
The band and i made our minds up to the same decision.
Its Ending.
There will be no more My Chemical Romance. I want to continue my music career so ill be doing a solo, Frank will join another band, and the others? i don't know what they want to do with the rest of their lives. I'm going to miss My Chemical Romance a lot, even more than the fans. I will miss our stage acts, Tour bus, and mostly seeing Frank everyday.
"Gerard?"
I was zoned out for awhile just thinking if i was taking the right step in life.
" Yes?"
"Are you sure you want to do this? I mean we can still play as a band if you want to?"
i don't know if i'm sure or not that i'm doing the right thing. I can go back but i don't want the boys to do something they wouldn't want to do.
" i'm fine, i have plans for the future me, and i also don't want you to still play for a band you don't want play for anymore, this is the reason why we are breaking up."
Im really not fine. I don't want us all to leave and never see each other again.
" Will we still be able to keep in contact?"
" Of course Gerard, What do you think? Im still going to be living with you too lol."
Thats right. Me and Frank do live together but we barley see each other around the house or he is on vacation for awhile. i really am in love with frank. he just doesn't know. i really want to tell him i love him but i can't.
does he feel the same way?
"Gerard, look stop zoning out. if you don't want to we don't have to do this still."
" Guys i'm fine i'm just not feeling good"
"Let's go gerard we're going home and i guess this is our last good bye as a band"
"we are going to stay in touch right?" i ask quietly.
"yes we are see you guys soon"
"goodbye"
"goodbye"
"bye guys"
"goodbye"
i felt like i was going to burst in tears. once me and frank got into the car, i bursted out crying. I think franks going to leave me soon like the band. it's true. i'm in love with Frank. Frank just doesn't know.
