Yeeeaahhhhhhsss finally arrived at the Field-trip place. Dominique Village. I like it here, peacefull and cool air,it's cold too here.
We've got the number 7 cottgae, pretty far from other students.
Calvin fell asleep in the bus, so he held my hand not as tight as the first time he ask me if I wanted to being held. Well yea of course he's sleeping.
When we arrived we just walking straight to the cottage,I think Calvin is tired. I'm already make sure that Jeremy won'tt distrub me while getting closer to Calvin.
Calvin just straight to his room without looked at me or said anything.
Thank God, we only have one activtiy per day, the rest of the time only free time,so we can do anything in here.
Well we're all alone in our room, Jeremy won't come to my room, I already said him to stay away from us for a while. Calvin is tired. And I'mmm feeling lonely here.
Then I decided just laying on the bed imagine something fun in this late night. Then suddenly someone just knocked my door.
I run quickly opening the door,make sure it's not teacher or anybody else. Well .. It's Calvin
"Hey, What r u.... Doing here? I thought you're tired."
"Well um.. I was. It's only seven thirty, djs don't used to sleep this kind of time"
"Then?..."
"Don't you want to go somewhere? Or just take a walk?"
"Ok then... But just for a while all right? I'm kinda tired"
He dragged me out from my room out this little cottage, Jeremy saw me from he's room, he just winked and good luck.
"So.. Where are we gonna go?" Ask me.
"Hmm I don't know..." Said him while we're still walking with no destination to going to
"Oo..kay.."
Then we're just waling walking and keep on walking,
Actually there's something that I wanted to ask him, about the kiss in his last party. I'm not sure for asking this to him,but suddenly the words just came out
"Hey.. Um"
"Yes?"
"I wanted to ask about something.... I'm not really sure for asking this really"
"Just say it"
"Do you remember when I got really drunk in your party? In the boys dorm ? Remember?"
"Yeah.... Is there anything wrong?"
I stop walking for a while. Calvin looked back at me and stop walking too.
"Even I'm feeling really drunk and dizzy that day, I remember.... U kissed me right?"
"Hm.. Yes. I kissed you. Well I'm sorry,I know you hate it,cause you were collapse after I kiss you"
"No no I like it.... "
"Then?.."
"It just that..... Is that kiss means anything? Cause... c-cause ..."
"Cause what?" He walks closer.
"Cause I lke you, I like you soo much. Maybe I love you, even I've just known you a few days ago. I'm sorry if you don't like me cause I'm saying this.. I'm sorry"
Without even answering all feelings tha I confess to him, he just look me in the eyes, just look me.
".... C'mon Hay,.. Let's get back,it's really late,the teacher might check us.."
The moment I knew that he didn't even asnwer all my feelings, it just really hurt in the chest, and something just came into my throat, that makes me can't even say a single word, I know it sounds dramatic but really I want to cry.
Then we walk back to our cottgae, with me walking on his back.
Then he just stop.
"The truth is... I like you too..... The day when we met .. In that party, I had love at the first sight, everybody said there's no such thing as love at the first sight, but guess what? I feel that when I saw you. I'm always feeling nerverous everythime I met you, I couldn't even say any single world when I talk to you, my mind just shut down when I see you, well once I'm such a player, I had many girlfriends, many girls chasing me, but now... The day I saw you at the party, it's like something whispered to my ear and my heart, they said 'this is the one'"
He turn around and hug me really thight like he never ever want to let me go.
"You talk too much Cal"
We laugh and see each other in the eyes like tomorrow is the end of the world.
"You're mine now" he whispered while still embrace me really thight.
The special part is...
He kiss me really deep, but this one is different...
This is the 'I love you really bad' kiss.
Dude I'm fucking happy. Can't wait to tell Petris....
Adter that we went back to the cottage, we just can't stop talking, talking any random things and everything else .
"Hey how about if the skip tomorrow? I'm really fed up doing that stuufs,it's boring anddd not important Hay"
"What are you kidding me? We could get a detention or worse"
"Sshh just trust me, let me just talk to Jeremy about this"
"Then the last day?...skip again?"
"Of course nott lol"
"You're such a badass Calvin Harris."
We sleep together in my room, best day ever~
