PLEASE READ THE CHAPTER AFTER THIS ONE FIRST- they posted in the wrong order and I don't know how to fix it D:
TRIGGER WARNING
Hai Hoseok
Taehyung :D
I have a problem sort of
Aw baby Tae whas wrong
I had a date last night that went pretty badly and I'm honestly terrified that he's gonna find me and try more shit.
You poor thing ): what happened honey ?
Well the guy was 2 years older than me and he was quite good looking. He seemed kind and he was saying all the right things, giving me compliments every now and then. We were at a bar and he asked me questions about my life , but he kept buying me drinks and I tried to refuse them but he just told me to 'drink up' and I don't like saying no to people. Which was stupid on my part I should have just left or something I guess. I could feel myself getting slightly tipsy, and he then offered me a ride home. I said I was fine to walk but he insisted. I tried refusing again and told him I liked walking but he replied with "it's quite dark and I wouldn't want anything to happen to you, just get in the car I don't bite haha" I then got in. I told him to drop me off somewhere that was 2 blocks away from my house, because I didn't want him to know where I live. But he took a wrong turning, so I alerted him of this but he said not to worry and that he knew where he was going. It felt like the walls of the car were closing in on me and I was scared. I kept telling myself it was paranoia and that I'll be home in 10 minutes, but that wasn't the case. By this point I wasn't sure where we were, I tried to open the car door so I could just jump out and run away. But the doors were locked. He smirked at me, then I started to cry because I knew I was fucked. He pulled up to what I presumed was his house and he got out of the car. Then he walked round to my side then pulled the door open and forcefully tugged me out. I tried to escape but he was a lot bigger than me so it was useless. When we reached his house the door opened to three other guys equally as big and scary as he was. I tried screaming for help but they quickly shut me up by punching me a couple times. They carried me up the stair case and we got to a bed room, he threw me onto the bed and the others held me down whilst he got ropes of some sort ? I was hysterically sobbing by this point and one of the men stroked my hair and whispered "shhh pretty, good boys don't cry." That really scared me. I was wondering "am I going to get raped?" I looked around the room, taking in the different features. There was a chair, it was a salmon sort of colour. I wondered how long it had been there and where it was from. I was just trying to distract myself from the situation. But I was pulled back to reality when I got flipped onto my hands and knees. They started to tie my hands behind my back and put gag in my mouth so I couldn't make any noise. Im not going to go into detail for this next part, but i got raped by four men. And that's always going to be how I lost my virginity. After it happened they just let me go. I rushed out the house but as I mentioned before, I didn't know where I was. So I used my phone to find out. Then I ran home and cried myself to sleep.
Fuck Im crying again.
What a horrible thing to happen to such a sweet person. I don't know what to say
Don't cry baby, do you want me to come over?
Yes please
