Imaginary (Niam, Ziall, Ziam, Larry fanfic)

Part 12

Niall

After Zayn left Niall just stood in the middle of the room trying to gather his thoughts. He couldn't seriously be telling the truth? No it was all too absurd. Zayn did know a lot of things about Niall and his past though. Then again Niall couldn't remember his past so maybe he was lying about everything.

Niall shook his head in the hopes that it would clear it of all the mind fogging thoughts. He went back over to Liam who was watching Niall's every move with concerned eyes. Niall knocked the ice pack from Liam's hand and it fell to the ground with a thud as Niall grabbed Liam's face with both his hands and roughly started kissing him. He needed to rid all of Zayn's words from his thoughts. He wanted to be intoxicated by the love he felt for Liam and not by the ball of fear and anger that now resided in his stomach due to Zayn.

Niall didn't even realize he was hurting Liam till Liam started pushing against him with all his strength. At first Niall thought he was getting into it until Liam began to hit against his chest till he let go of his face. He stepped back for a moment and watched as Liam tried to regain his breath and rub at the bruises on his neck. Then it hit Niall that Liam was still hurt from the events earlier today and Niall probably just hurt him more. He felt awful as he quickly rushed to Liam's side and began to slowly rub soothing circles on his shoulder as Liam shrugged him off bending down to get the icepack from the floor.

"Liam babe, I'm so sorry I didn't realize I was hurting you."

"Niall what the hell's gotten into you? I know today's been stressful and your trying to wrap your head around things but that gives you no right to just pounce on me like that."

"I know babe, and I'm so sorry I feel awful. I was just trying to clear my mind of everything."

"Niall we have to talk about what just happened here with Zayn. What if what he's saying is true? And what if he's going to be watching our every move now." With this Niall got up and closed the window, locking it, and closed the curtains so no one could see in. He made his way back over to Liam, sitting next to him on the bed and resting his head on Liam's broad shoulder.

He took Liam's hands in his before softly saying. "It's not true love, it can't be true."

"If it was would it change things?" whispered Liam.

Niall took Liam's face in both of his hands gently so he was forced to look him in the eyes. "No matter if it's true or not I won't let this change you and I."

"You guys were talking about him failing his mission when you died, I don't understand, do you have a mission as well?"

Niall thought long and hard before answering in fear of saying the wrong thing. He finally settled on "Yes, technically I'm here because I'm on a mission but I promise you it's fine and nothing for you to worry about." Niall didn't want to talk about this anymore. He didn't really want to talk about this ever if he was being honest with himself. He silenced Liam with a small kiss to the lips before he could ask what Niall meant by what he said. It seemed to work because Liam slowly relaxed into the kiss and began kissing back with eagerness.

The kiss started to deepen as Niall slowly pushed Liam back on the bed with his hand on his chest. Niall threw his right leg over Liam's lap to straddle him as the kiss became more heated. Liam had his hands fisted in Niall's shirt and was slowly starting to buck his hips up to get friction from Niall's leg. Niall slowly began kissing down Liam's jaw down to his neck where he littered small kisses all over his collar bone. He then moved his mouth up to his ear where he slowly started sucking on his ear lobe.

Liam was a writhing mess underneath him moaning and panting. He had his hands on Niall's bare chest and was trying to lift Niall's shirt off him. Niall easily complied and took his shirt off for him then went to take Liam's off. Niall was still in awe over how beautiful and sculpted his boyfriends body was. He had the looks and abs to be a life size ken doll. Liam would always disagree being the modest shy one he is but Niall would go to the end of the Earth just to show Liam just how truly fit he really was.

Niall began to grind down on Liam as Liam bucked his hips up to meet him half way. When their clothed cocks rubbed together they both moaned out in pure ecstasy. Liam began undoing the button on Niall's jeans while he undid Liam's belt. They both swiftly pulled each other's jeans off and were left with nothing but their boxers on. Liam decided to take the lead and flipped Niall over and began kissing down his bare chest as they continued to grind their hips together, both of their dicks achingly hard. Niall reached his index finger into the waistband of Liam's boxers and pulled it down letting his dick spring free. He rubbed his thumb over the slit of the head feeling his pre cum and spreading it over the head. He slowly started to move his hand down his shaft until he got to his balls. He rubbed both balls in his hands before going back to the shaft. He slowly began to move his hand up and down giving Liam what he wanted. He spat on his other hand and traded them out so his spit could be used as lube.

Liam had his head throw back and was moaning freely with pleasure. Niall couldn't take the throbbing of his own dick so he used his other hand to slowly start pumping his shaft to get some relief. With this Liam knocked his hand away and pulled Niall's boxers down past his bum. He shifted himself and dipped his head down licking a strip up Niall's shaft. He took the head in his mouth and began swirling his tongue around it teasing him. Niall's hands were now spread out on sheets below him, grabbing onto them as the pleasure built. Liam began to bob his head up and down taking more and more of Niall's dick into his mouth. Niall was beginning to thrust up into his mouth as Liam began bobbing his head faster and faster. Liam used one of his hands to hold himself up while the other one went to fondle Niall's balls.

Niall had his eyes close as he was seeing stars. The familiar feeling was starting to pool in his stomach. He opened his eyes and looked down at Liam's head bobbing up and down on his dick. Then Liam looked up to meet Niall's eyes except to Niall's horror he saw Zayn's face instead of Liam. It all felt too familiar like he had been in this position before, but he quickly shut his eyes again and opened them again to find Liam's face again. Liam now had Niall at the back of his throat and his nose was brushing against Niall's pubic hair.

"I'm close." Niall said in a hoarse voice as he took one of his hands and guided Liam's head faster as he shot ribbons of cum into Liam's mouth. Liam swallowed before licking the access cum off Niall's dick then crawling up Niall's chest for another heated kiss.

Niall returned the favor to Liam and they both silently laid in each other's arms that night replaying the events of that day. Niall tried to erase the image of Zayn giving him head permanently out of his brain but every time he closed his eyes that's all he saw.