Head Over Heels In Love ( A Chris Brown Story )

Chapter 5

Chris's Pov -

When I was 9, my mom & her friends raped me, thats why I hate females. I hate my mom and her stupid little friends. I was ONLY 9!! NINEE!!! I hate females with a passion, and I used to rape them, but I stopped because I thought that was sick and it is but I also didn't want to be like my mom, that's another reason why I stopped. So I just stuck to kidnapping. If I wasnt kidnapping, I was rapping little girls. If I wasnt rapping, I was kidnapping teenagers.

I wants to stop, but I'm too late too stop, it became a part of my life.

I felt myself crying, and I wiped it away when I heard the door knob twisting. I turned and I saw Nicki. I don't know, but there's something about Nicki, that makes her different from the rest of the girls I kidnapped or raped.

"Are you ok?" asked Nicki. "Why do you care?! I kidnapped you and you're asking if I'm ok!!" I screamed. How can you care about somebody, when they've done so many hurtful things to you? When they took you away from your family? It doesnt make any sense. "Because there are reasons why you act like this. Nobody is born to kidnap other people. Its not your fault that you act like this. Just tell me the reason you kidnap. I wont judge you." I saw Nicki's eyes get glossy. "NO! GET OUT OF MY ROOM!!! I DONT WANT TO TALK TO YOU!" Nicki jumped when I screamed and sprinted out the room with tears in her eyes. Why does she care so much? I didnt kidnap her so she can be nice or whatever it is she doing.

I layed down and I felt my eyelid get heavy..

Nicki's Pov -

I always reach out for their hand to help them get on their feet, but my hands always get slapped away.

I only wanted to help him. Thats all I want to do help other people, not everybody was born or raised with what I have or what I have at home. I dont hold grudges against people because people make mistakes, and you'll never know if it was a mistake until they admit it.

"Nicki are you ok?" somebody whispered. I turned around and it was Janae and I losted it, I just started crying. Nobody accepts my helps. My hand always gets slap away.

I stood up and Janae stood up along with me. "Let's go down stairs and watch tv. Chris is not having a good day or whatever." I rolled my eyes. "OMGG! THATS CHRIS BROWN. THAT THE FAMOUS CHRI-- wait, why is he doing these things?!" Janae asked. "I dont know, thats what I've been asking since I got here...not to him. To myself." I replied.

Me and Janae walked downstairs and sat on the sofa. We started watching SpongeBob and I heard sniffles. I turned to my right and Janae had tears rolling down her cheeks slowly. "What's wrong?" I asked as I put my hand on her back and rubbed her back. "Me and my niece will always watch this show before her nap" She smiled. "I wonder what she's doing right now.." she started to sob, and I held her. I heard footsteps coming from the stairs and Janae sat up quickly and looked at me and back to the direction the footsteps were coming from.

Chris appeared with swollen eyes, indicating he was crying. "Are you ok Janae?" he asked. Now he wanna play nice. "Dont answer him Janae." I said as I clenched my teeth and glared at him. He kissed his teeth and walked to the kitchen, Im guessing.

Me and Janae been watching tv all day without moving from out spot unless we needed to use the bathroom. I heard the door bell rung. I went to get up but the Chris appeared and walked to the door. He opened it and a muscular guy walked in the house. He looked over at me and Janae and licked his lip. My body tensed up.

Chris pulled him away into the kitchen. I heard whispering. The only word I catched was sex. Thats when I knew one of me and Janae was going to get raped because I knew we didnt want to have sex.

Chris and Muscular came back into the living room. "Janae, I want you to meet Liam." Chris said as he came closer to us. I grabbed onto Janae hands and her hand tightened more with every step Chris took.

Chris finally came face to face with Janae, her body instantly tensed up. "My friend here would like some pleasure with you." he said with a smile. "NOOOOOOOOO!!!!!" Janae started crying. "Please dont do this to me. Pleaseee. Im only 14!!!!" Muscular guy came and snatched up Janae. Muscular guy yanked her away from me. All you could hear was her screaming and crying. I started to cry. I broke my promise. I couldn't keep her safe. I sobbed. Janae cry started to fade little by little.

I got up and ran to where Muscular guy took her. But when I started to run up the stair Chris grabbed me. "Let me gooo!!! He's hurting her!" I screamed. I really wanted to help her! But there was nothing I could do. "Be happy it isnt you!" Chris spatted. "I dont care! I would take her place!" "I wont let you Nicki!" "And why not Chris? You dont even care, why would you care of me getting rape?! Huh?! Got nuthing to say?! Thats what I thought." I walked away from and sat on the couch and cried.

I waited for Janae, But the minutes that was passing felt like years..