Hope Belive love

Chapter Fifty-Seven

*EMMAS POINT OF VEIW*
Moving day. I havent talked to Sam in two days. I havemt cried. I know she'll show up....

"Ready?" John asks.
"Yep."
We walk out and see everyone standing in front of the moving van.
Everyone exept Sam....
Jane looked sad. So did Cindy and Gill.
Even Abel was there.
I walked up to them.
"She didnt.."
Abel shook his head.
"She isnt going to say goodbye?" Jane looked at me. "That isnt Sam..."
"She was really sad," Abel chimmed in, "but she was mad. She said she wouldnt come, and she ment it..."

"Emma," John yells from inside the van, "We have to leave in five minutes..."
One by one, i said my goodbyes.
"Cindy....your a good friend....I domt want to do this...goodbye." I hug her.
"Jane....Gill....now i really dont wanna do this....bye.." I hug them.
"She really didnt come huh?" i ask Abel.
He shakes his head.
I get into the moving van. I still wasnt crying.

*SAMS POINT OF VEIW*
Tears. Jane and Cindy were texting me.
Cindy: Sam are you coming
Jane: sam get over here
Cindy: saaaaaammmm come on
Jane: hes gotta leave soon
Cindy: sam hurry before its too late
Jane: sam....hes about to leave.

I look at the time stamp of that last text. It was two minutes ago....
If i run....
I grab a jacket. My mind was made up.
I start running. Its hard with a pregnant stomach.
Only.......two.....blocks.....away....I think to myself.
Two blocks away. One block away. I can see Jane....
I have tears in my eyes...

"Am i.....too......late....?" I say as i approach them. I was panting like crazy.
I dont see the moving van.
Everyone turns around.
"Sam-" Jane starts to say
"Am i too late?" i snap at her.
She nods her head.
"No....no we have to go after them....i have to say goodbye..."
I drop to my knees.
I start crying.
Abel Jane Cindy and Gill drop down with me and pat me on the back.
"No.....h-he can't go..."

We eventually had to leave. When we got home i felt hopeless. I felt stupid. How could i loose my best friend? Am i an idiot?
"Im gonna take a nap." i tell Abel.
He nodds. "Ill make some food."

*ABELS POINT OF VEIW*
I start making food. Sam went to take a nap. We just got home from saying goodbye to emma.
She was too late.
I felt bad.
I wanted to help her but-
I hear a groan. It came from our room. I panicked and ran into the room.
Please be okay...

*SAMS POINT OF VEIW*
"Sam?!" i hear Abel say. I can hear him running into the hall.
No...he cant see.....he cant see this...
I quicky try to hide the blade under a pillow.
Abel comes into the room.
"Whats wrong?" he says. He looks panicked.
"Nothing....i fell."
He looks suspicious and he sees me trying to hide my arm.
He comes to my side of the bed and tries to look at my arm.
"No!" i say as he turns my arm over....revealing three cuts.
He looked pale.
"Sam.....why?"
I was silent.
"Sam do you know who your hurting when you do this?! Me, Jane, Cindy, Gill, Mary Anne, Maxine?! What about them?! We love you sam," he stands up, "Dont fucking cut!!!"
I start crying.
"I-im sorry-i-i feel.hopeless-i just....."
I try to say.
I start crying alot.
"Give me the blade sam..."
I reveal the blade covered with blood to him from under the pillow. He takes it and throws it out the window.
He sits beside me. Im still crying.
He puts his arm around me "dont cry....its okay....im sorry i didnt mean to yell...."
I cry into his shoulder for a while.

The front door was open, he heard the water running...

He went into the bathroom and his heart just started gunning....

He sees the blood on the floor, the blade in her hand....

He sees her eyes are rolling shes drifting out of consciousness...

"Sam....?" he says.
"Yes?"
"Remember.....when i found you.....almost dead in the bathroom...and we had to take you to the hospital....?"
"Yes....i remember..."
"You promised you wouldnt cut..."
"I-im sorry...." i start crying all over again.....
He pulls me into a hug.
"Just dont do it again....we have children on the way Sam....please don't cut...."

A/n
This chapter was pretty sad. Im sorry if your senetive to that kind of stuff.....
I just feel so alone right now. I had to get it out.
But the next chapter wont have these themes, it will be slightly happier...
Anyways. Thanks for reading.
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