Unloved // Shawn Mendes

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This isnt the best picture but this is to get an idea of what Rya looks like!! Super pretty right?!? Okay ill shut up
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Rya's pov

I wake up to my stupid alarm clock ringing (6:00 am). Ugh, I shut it off and rub my eyes. School was my least favorite place to be. I finally manage to get out of bed.

I walk to the bathroom to brush my teeth and wash my face. I walk out to pick my outfit.

I decide to put on some black leggings with a cream colored sweater since its December.

I put my phone on shuffle and start to do my makeup. I apply a little foundation with concealer to hide my under eye bags and the bruise on my neck from last night. I let out sigh but ignore it.

I brush on some shimmery eyeshadow and do a little wing with eyeliner. I finish it off with mascara and smile at the mirror, I feel beautiful today.

I let my wavy hair down today and spray a little perfume. I head to the kitchen and grab a muffin. The smell of it made my stomach growl. I finish eating it put on my coat with my white converse.

I open the door to feel the cold air sending a shiver down my spine. Here we go I sigh. I get in my car and start the engine.

I wasn't excited today since I was going to see Dustin. He's always threatning me. He just makes my life miserable.

Thinking about him always made a knot in my throat. I sometimes want to tell someone but I have the fear of him hurting me.

My dad was the closest family member to me. I want to tell him about this relationship but I don't want to bother his work. He works very hard to provide us.

I finally arrive to school, great. I grab my backpack and lock the door.

I walk in the school quickly trying to watch out for Dustin. I grew this fear of him scaring me out of nowhere. I make it to my locker and fumble to do my combination.

I feel someone walking towards me, my heart starts to beat faster. I look up to see my friend Mabel.
(A/n YOU THOUGHT IT WAS DUSTIN!)

"Hi Rya!"

"Oh hey Mabel." Mabel wasn't my best friend, I didn't really have one. Kinda sad but almost all the girls here are fake and rude.

Mabel and Jen were my only friends I talked to. They would somehow light up my days.

"Where's Jen?" I ask.

"Oh, she's 'sick' today." She holds up quotation marks. "She was partying last night and got a little drunk ya know." she giggles.

"Oh Jen, hope she gets better." I say giggling back.

"Well, see ya later Rya." She walks away.

"Bye."

I grab my books and walk to class. Before I could close my locker I felt a hard grip around my wrist, Dustin. I gasp and try to wiggle out of his grip.

"Hey hey chill." He whispers, I smell the alcohal in his words, I almost gag.

"Please let go." I whine trying to escape.

"Look, I wanna see you at my house after school, or else." He adds. I feel my eyes well up, he finally lets go and shoves me aside.

Stupid bastard, I didn't want to see him after school but I had to go.

I grab my stuff quickly and run to class. Great way to start my morning right?
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Shawn's pov

"Shawn get your ass up, you're late!" My mom yells. Shit. My clock read 8:05 am. I groan. I get up and start my routine.

I quickly brush my teeth and put some decent clothes on. I fix my hair and spray colone. I run down stairs to grab a muffin and run out the door.

I drive to school and walk in the office to see a lady.

"Shawn, here's your new schedule, we accidently mixed them up but you're all set now.

"Thank you." I reply. I look at the paper to see my new classes. It didn't take long to find them, first up was math.

I walk in and get stares from the room. Then something caught my eye. It was the girl from last night. My stomach flips. She looks up and smiles.

"Welcome to class Shawn, take a seat." Says Mrs. Stone. I nod. The only desk left was next to the girl. I make my way down the aisle nervously and sit down trying not to embarrass myself.

"Hey!" I smile at her. "I'm still sorry from last night." I joke.

"Oh its okay it was my fault, don't worry." She giggles, her beautiful smile made my heart melt.

"So I never got your name." I say raising an eyebrow.

"Oh sorry, its Rya." She pulls out her hand. I shake it softly. "I'm guessing you're Shawn?" She giggles.

"Yup." I smile back. I noticed how happy Rya was, I'm glad she's better. I was so worried about her from last night. I really want to talk to her more, I want to know her more.
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Rya's pov
(Before Shawn walked in)

Blah blah blah was all I heard from Mrs. Stone's mouth. Being bored as I was I decide to doodle.

I take out my notebook and draw designs and words that came from my imagination.

Drawing makse me feel like I am in a different world. The work would come from my creativity. I doodle some flowers and began to draw a face.

"Welcome to class Shawn, take a seat." Mrs. Stone says. I look up to see the mysterious boy from last night. My heart beats fast. I couldn't believe my eyes.

His name is Shawn, I like it.

He immediatly notices me and gives me a warm smile. My cheeks warm up and I smile back in joy.

Shawn makes his way down the aisel of desks and sits next to me. My stomach feels like butterflies having a party.

"Hey!" He starts. "Im still sorry about last night." He giggles.

"Oh its okay it was my fault, don't worry." I blush. I can't believe he remembers last night! My emotions go wild.

"So I never got your name." He raises an eyebrow. Damn he's cute.

"Oh sorry, its Rya." Out of nowhere I pull out my hand for him to shake. He gently shakes it. My hands felt warm and strong after. "I'm guessing you're Shawn?" I say trying to keep up the convo.

"Yup." He smiles showing his shiny teeth. The way he looked at me made my mind go nuts. He was just so hot!

The whole class time I couldn't get my mind off him. The little scar on his cheek left me wondering. His voice was so calming. The way he smiled at me made me blush.

I wanted to be with him forever, I felt a connection between us.

The bell rings and my happiness was about to end. I got up made my way to the door until I felt someone touch my shoulder. I turn around to see Shawn.

"Hey uh do you wanna hang out after school?" He asks. I felt the knot in my throat to form. As much as I wanted to say yes, I couldn't.

"I-I can't, sorry." I felt bad. I slowly walk away and feel a tight grip on my forearm dragging me down the hallway. Dustin.

"Who the fuck were you talking to?!" Dustin asks.

"He was asking where his next class was, now let go!" I lie. He lets go almost pushing me.

"Sure whatever, you better be at my house after school." He smirks walking away. I hold my arm in pain making my way to english.
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THEY FINALLY MET YAY!!
This was a looonngg one
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