Unloved // Shawn Mendes

8

Shawn's pov

We both lean back from the kiss, butterflies form in my stomach. We continue to stare at eachother. I can't believe I just kissed Rya.

"So uh, t-the project." She says scratching the back of her neck breaking the eye contact. I love her awkwardness. She gets up leaving her rich scent behind. Its like a hint of vanilla.

"Yeah haha." I reply. I watch her leave the room staring at her body. Her long defined legs complimenting her cute butt. The way her shiny hair bounced as she walked. She was irresistible.

"Are you checking me out, Mendes?" She smirks with a red tint in her cheeks.

Soon, she returns with the stuff for the project.

"It's just that you're so beautiful, I don't how someone would hurt you." I say gathering the materials. Her face turns bright red with a smile.

"God, stop making me blush." She says looking down at the materials.

It was true though, I can't believe some ass would hurt her. The way she would cry was so painful and sad to watch. I just want to hold her and love her like the way she deserves.

She's like a delicate flower. So beautiful yet so gentle.

"Hey?" She says waving her hand in my face. I snap out of my thoughts.

"S-sorry." I say going back to work. I see her smile to herself. That's the smile I want to see.

(Skip math work)

"Its 57.3!" I argue.

"Its 45.2! Look" she points at the work she did and points out my mistake. "You have to divide it by 2 then add 32." (A/N i just made up a random problem so)

"Whatever." I say rolling my eyes. She chuckles.

"Should we work at my house tomorrow?" I ask setting down the notebook.

"Yeah, that sounds good." She nods. I put down my book and sigh.

"This project is getting boring." I say lying down crossing my legs and resting my hands behind my head. She giggles rolling her eyes. (A/N btw when i put 'giggles' dont imagine her/him giggling in a high pitch voice. Ya know what i mean? Just a normal laugh lol)

"Thennn lets go on a walk" She adds.

"Sure." We both get up walking to the door putting on our coats.

She opens the door locking it behind her. I walk next to her as she leads the way downtown.

I decide to break the silence.

"So what do you do on your freetime?" I ask.

"Well, I love to draw and I sometimes sing but its not that good haha." She answers the sing part awkwardly. "How about you?" She asks.

"Well, I play the guitar and sing. Thats it." Its true. Thats all I do.

"Sing for me!" She squeals turning towards me smiling.

"You first! Ladies first." I smirk nudging her.

"Oh god no! I'm not that good."

"Its just me, I won't judge! I Promise." I say holding up my hands. She looks down and smiles.

"Fine, but you go after!" She says. I nod. We both find a bench and sit.

She clears her voice and blushes.

"Okay." She opens her mouth but bursts out laughing. I laugh along "Sorry sorry." She says.

"Its fine." I chuckle. She nods, her smile fades and begins.

Human by Christina Perri

I can hold my breath
I can bite my tongue
I can stay awake for days
If that’s what you want
Be your number one
I can fake a smile
I can force a laugh
I can dance and play the part
If that’s what you ask
Give you all I am
I can do it
I can do it
I can do it
But I’m only human
And I bleed when I fall down
I’m only human
And I crash and I break down
Your words in my head, knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart
'Cause I’m only human, yeah...
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I try to take in what I heard. I notice a tear roll down her face. I immediatly hug her.

"Its okay, everything will be alright." She sniffles in my chest.

"S-sorry about that." She rubs her eyes and gives me a warm smile.

Her voice was so soothing and strong at the same time. I continue to study her face playing her soporfic voice in my head.

"Hellooo, your turn." She says waving her hands at my face.

"That was amazing, you sing really good y-your voice is-is medolic and and so angelic." Her face changes into red. She blushes. So many words could describe her voice.

"Awee, thank you. Your turn." She says with a smirk.

"Right!" I say thinking of a song. I look around and try to think of a song until I see Tori, my ex. I freeze. A guy I cant recognize comes up to Tori and kisses her. She kisses back. It soons turns into a makeout session. Mixed emotions run through my body. They pull back, Tori turns towards me noticing me. She starts to walk towards me with the mysterious guy.

"Omg hi Shawn!" She says in her fake voice.

"Hey Tori." I say not caring.

"Shawn who's this?" Rya questions in my ear.

"Oh honey, I'm Shawn's ex, may I ask who you are?" She snaps.

"I'm Rya." She answers. Tori rolls her eyes.

"Well nice talk we have to go." I say pulling Rya with me. We walk pass Tori and head home.

"I'm sorry about that, she's a bit..." I get cut off.

"Bitchy?" She adds raising an eyebrow.

"Yeah."

"Why did you guys break up?" I hated answering this.

"She um cheated on me." I say kicking a pebble.

"Oh god, well she's out of your life now."

"I guess."

We get to her house and I grab my stuff to leave.

"See you at school." I say by the door.

"Okay, byee." She says slowly closing the door. I nod and get to my car.

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