Never Fall in Love

Prolouge

"I HATE YOU!" I said teary eyed. I can't actually fucking believe he would do something like this to me. I literally changed my whole entire perspective on him, and here I am left with my heart in the dust, watching him all over her. I should've never payed attention to him, I should have just went along avoiding his existence, but fate had to bring me to this moment, and crumble what I had left of a heart.

When I was about thirteen years old, I told myself a very important rule to follow by, because I've had an experience, except it wasn't me, it was my mom. Obviously, my mom had let my dad into her heart, and it was in his hands. She trusted him, and gave all of herself to him, and he broke it. She always believed she had his, until when I was ten years old, my mom found out my dad was sleeping with his bartender. She excepted his apology and he promised her it would never happen again, but years and years past, and my dad still fucks her over. All by when I was the age of thirteen, he had sleep with his secretary, his boss, our neighbor, his childhood best friend, but the one that broke my mother completely, was her younger sister. That's right, my aunt is the BIGGEST slut! I love my dad don't get me wrong, but I will never in my life, look at him the same. After the divorce my mom became a drunk and at first it was hard to stay with her because she'd be gone late at night, but I would never give up on her, and I never did. Thanks to my dad, my mom and I are the closest we have ever been, and I am thankful for that.

After I seen my mom like this I vowed to myself that I would never fall in love. And I would never let anyone gain my trust, or break down my walls. That's why I won't let anyone in. And now I have failed.

And the truth is, I didn't hate him. I knew deep down that I was only lying to myself, trying to stop my heart from exploding out of my chest, because the inevitable truth is that I was falling hard, and instead of being caught, I was left shattered on the floor of heartbreak, as I, Kenley Dorsett was madly in love with Theodore Stellan.