chapter 3 cont alex
as i walked inside his.. our house i saw pictures of a little boy who looked so helpless . i went up the beautyiful granet staircase to a room labled Alex's room. it was almost as if he knew i would arrive. I made a note to my self to ask him about that later. as i opened the door i saw the perfect room for me it was black and red and it looked totally emo!!on the wall there was a poster for Wicked my all time favorite play next to Rent of course. And sure enogh there was a poster for Rent too. There was an ipod touch and a i pad as well as an iphone and a dell mimi all set out on a desk . there was also a note , it read:
Dear , alex
i know we probablay didn't hit it off if you're reading this right now. well you probably have some questoins about the label and well about me and well here and your new body. so i'm writing this letter to explain.okay i'll tell you a bit about myself first. My full name is Justin Blake Conner. If you haven't noticed i have big brown itlain eyes and golden curly hair that looks brown in the winter. i also have a six pack. my father left my mother and i when i was 5 my mom was pregnant with my baby sister at the time as well as fighting cancer. she died shortly after giving birth to my baby sister who also died the same day. i grew up in many different orphanges being adopted and abused 4 times. i killed myself on my 17th birthday.now about you. i know all of this about you because i dreamed about you for a long time and a saw through your eyes. i cant explain it but i know you were raped ok. and i know you'll be scared for life. but as a friend here's what i would say: it's death let it go now. but as a lover i'd say that i'd wait until you got over it and i know you're scared and some how i will prove myself to you . i don't care how long it takes as long as in the end i'm with you.
now about your body. you, we have the wings of an angel except darker this is because we are fallen angels. what is a fallen angel? a fallen angel is someone who did no worng but just got lost on the wa to heaven. well yes we can fly. let me guess your favorite food is pizza. hey if you don't want to talk out loud write kay
from/love,
JUSTIN :)
i decide to write him back there are things that he should know. and i have a feeling well that there's more to him than that. and he's right.
dear justie bear <3,
you're right i need to get over it . i'm dead now and i think i'm falling in love. i'm still a little scared but not as much. i know that you don't want sympathy but i do feel sorry for you. i wish i could take all the pain away, but i can't. i can relate to abuse. but the best part about you . never mind here's a list of what i love about you:
1. your eyes
2.6pack
3.your smile
4. your laugh
5. your opomisim
6. you knowing me so well
7.your hair
8. you loving me
i could go on all day. you bring out the best in me but life isn't all happiness. but then again this is death. there can't just be so little to you though. i mean tell me your wants your desires your dreams. tell me what's in your head.
from/ love ? <3 ,
alex4erbabe
i slide the note under his door hoping he reads it soon
chapter 4 justin
i take a break for making pizzas to go change. when i open a door i find a note sealed with a kiss from alex that reads:
dear justie bear <3,
you're right i need to get over it . i'm dead now and i think i'm falling in love. i'm still a little scared but not as much. i know that you don't want sympathy but i do feel sorry for you. i wish i could take all the pain away, but i can't. i can relate to abuse. but the best part about you . never mind here's a list of what i love about you:
1. your eyes
2.6pack
3.your smile
4. your laugh
5. your opomisim
6. you knowing me so well
7.your hair
8. you loving me
i could go on all day. you bring out the best in me but life isn't all happiness. but then again this is death. there can't just be so little to you though. i mean tell me your wants your desires your dreams. tell me what's in your head.
from/ love ? <3 ,
alex4evrbabe
as i set the note down the things going through my mind are
1, she likes me
2. justie bear?! wtf
3.????????????????
i sit down to write a note back to her .
dear damnhottie456,
first things frist as far as nicknames go "justie bear" has to be the worst in all of history. so don't call me that ever. here is a list of nicknames that i hate:
1.justie bear
2.googoobear
3.justie
now here is a list of nicknames i like:
1. hottie
2. sweetie
3. j man
and here is nick names for you:
1.babe
2.baby
3.cutie
4.hottie
i like sushi laying in the sun and working out. m favorite pastime is thinking of you
love,
j man
