Bakk to Kali.

Mending Bonds ..

Kai  POV

I sat in the car looking at the house. I didn't know if I wanted to go in yet or go out and drink  some more. I haven't seen or heard from Amari since she left it the house and that was a whole  week ago. I called her. Her phone goes straight to voicemail. I've texted her. No reply. I've been  dead  depressed and drinking my self to death. I don't know  where she could be. It was 6 in the morning  I know my mom would be pissed if I walked in right now. But Im drunk and surprised I got home safe . I dropped  the empty bottle in the floor of my car and snatched my keys out the ignition  getting out.. I walked in the house  and seen Aubrey sitting on the stairs  waiting for me.

"Woah..what  you doing at my house sis?" I asked  and stumbled toward her.

"You're  drunk?  You need to go shower and get your self together. "  She said angry but calm.

" I needed to  talk to you. But never mind."  She said getting up. I grabbed her arm

"Have you seen Amari? Or talked to her?" I asked.

"Back up Kai.  You're  drunk. And its pissing me off. If you sober around 4 come to my house . okay?" she said and snatched  away from me. "You need to go shower  before your  mom come out her and slaps the shit out of you. She's  already pissed."

"What's  yo problem?" I asked.

" Nothing. "  she snapped and walked away.

I sighed and went to go shower and stuff. I started sobering  up. I honestly  just want my baby man. I don't where she at or even how she doing. Im worried as hell. Cause when she depressed she start cutting and shit. When I got out the shower  and went downstairs  aubree was gone.I sighed knowing she was pissed. I grabbed my phone and called Kay.

"Kai Im not getting an abortion for the last time." She snapped.

" Whatever I said last night I was drunk as shit. I didn't mean it. I called to tell you I was sorry for acting like an ass . I don't  know when the next time you go to the doctor  but when you do call me. Im not finna leave my child in this world with no father. Mistake or not. That's  my child in your stomach." I sigh."ill be here every  step. There is nothing going on between  us so don't think that but your having my child and i need to take care of both of yall."

"I understand Kai... Thanks for stepping up."

"You shouldn't  have to thank me for that. Ill talk to you later. Ight?"

"Okay. " she said and hung up.

I dropped on the sofa and put my head in my hands. I felt some one rub my shoulder and looked up to see my mom. She looked sad and frustrated.  She tightened the strings  on her robe and came from behind the sofa  and sat beside  me. She didn't say anything.  She pulled me into her arms causing  me to lay  on her chest.

"Mistakes happen. There is nothing  you can do about it."She  said and rubbed my back."Drinking ain't going to solve your problems..." I sighed heavily  and wrapped my arms around my mom. She she did the same and held me tight. " I raiser you  and Micah by my self. And if Melonie and Michiya would  have lived I would have been raising her by myself too. Yeah  I had my mom who raiser my by her self. But my kids needed  a man in their life. Don't  let that girl be the mother and father of that baby.