You what?!

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I pull back a little, unsure of the situation we're currently in. I rest my forehead against his and close my eyes, taking in the moment we just shared. He opens his eyes and his lashes softly brushes against my skin.

I open my eyes once again and we just stare into each other's eyes for what feels like a million years and I feel like our situation is like pop art, you can't see the picture clearly but you know it's beautiful.

"Shit. Shit. Shit." Taron whispers and I pull back completely with a frown forming on my face.

Am I not a good kisser? Does my breath smell bad? I swear I ate a couple of breath mints on my way here..

"Wh- What's wrong?" I ask unsure and a bit scared of his answer. "I have..." He starts and stops. "What? You have what Taron?" My frown deepens.

"A girlfriend, I have a girlfriend" He said and my eyes grew wide with shock. "Excuse me?" I ask and he just looks down.

"Taron, you have a girlfriend and you just kissed me!" I whisper/yelled. "Let's talk outside" He says and grabs me by the wrist. People stared but I could care less.

I just kissed a guy while his girlfriend is probably at home waiting for her "Innocent" boyfriend.

As soon as we got outside I got out of his grasp and stopped in my tracks, glaring at him.

"Taron, why didn't you tell me? No, wait, why the hell did you kiss me when you know you have a fucking girlfriend you stupid ass prick!" I yell at him and he looks hurt.

"I- I don't know okay.. I'm sorry, I just, things aren't exactly going as planned with me and Sarah..." He replies with guilt written all over his face.

"No relationship is moonlight and roses, everyone goes through a rough patch but that doesn't mean you can go around and kiss someone else" I tell him and sigh.

He just looks at the floor, not knowing what to say. I decide to speak up again.

"Do you know how bad I feel right now? I feel disgusting to be honest, you're not disgusting but the fact that you have a girlfriend and still kissed me is what's disgusting me" I look down.

"I really am sorry Lauren. I don't know what came over me, I guess it's my feelings I bottled up through all these years.." He confesses and I look up, my eyes widened.

"Bottled feelings? What feelings?" I ask getting a bit closer to look him in the eye properly.

"I've had feelings for you since we became best friends Lauren, I never told you because I was terrified. Terrified of ruining our friendship because there's always the chance of you telling me sorry I don't feel the same or stop being friends with me because it's weird" He speaks slowly, still facing the floor.

"But, there was always a chance of me telling you I felt exactly the same way" I whisper and also look to the floor.

I hear him whisper a light "what?" but I didn't reply, I thought of leaving it there.

Out of nowhere he lifted my chin with his index finger and I was forced to look him in the eyes. He stared into mine through his long, black lashes and I see them slowly traveling to my lips.

"Fuck it" He said and went in for the kiss. This time it was more passionate and I kissed back. The kiss deepens and I feel like my legs are going to give in at any minute.

So much for keeping my shit together hay!

After a long makeout session we part and my hair is all over the place. I straighten out my clothes and wipe my mouth, trying to get rid of my lipstick that I assume is all over the place right now.

Taron brushes his hands through his hair and then smile at me. I feel my cheeks turn a shade of pink so I decided to be sassy and leave him and all this heat right there.

"It was nice seeing you Taron" I started walking away and looked back at him with a smirk playing on my lips.

I see him sigh a good sigh and let out a small laugh. I continued walking to my car and got in. I slide into my seat and closed the door.

I bit my lip as the scene played off in my head. Wow, it's so wrong, but if feels so right.

I took a deep breath and headed home. I need to eat something and go straight to bed because this is all too much right now.

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