WARM ATTACHMENT

part : 39

Warm attachment

Part : 39

After ishu left i was thinking about things.....she told me to Think about viraj once.....i can think about him but my answer can not be changed....i can not say yes to him at any cost....

I was thinking about it all the time....I tried to sleep but couldnt....then i hear some music still no effect.....then i again started reading noval....again no sleep.....i was getting frustreted....i again went to sleep after trying all possible things.....

After about 2 hrs i woke up with a joilt....i saw a dream.....or i can say my fear.....i can feel that my whole life is standing against me.....my fears....my happiness....my sadness everything.....somewhere i know i am only the reason for my sad times....my wrong decisions made me sad.....

Night was still on and i was in no mood to sleep again....so i went to kitchen.....made coffee for myself....i was kinda afraid of going out as its 4 am at morning but i went out.....

Thank god ishu have garden in her house i went to sit in a bench but saw viraj there....uff....cant he sleep.. .i was just going inside the house when he caught me....

V : what r u doing here so early....

N : i can ask u the same

V : but i am doing my work....

N : i came to read novel but u r here so ....

V : so u r going....yeah u afraid of me ....

N : no i am not....

V : then sit and lets talk

N : i guess u have work

V : i am actually done with my work so....

N : ok....i am not afraid of u

I sat beside him and he started

V : hmm....u r not afraid thats why u r not answering my questions....

N : which questions

V : the one i asked u afternoon....

N : i dont think i need to answer it....

V : u need to answer it baby because u love me..

N : i know to whom i love and to whom not ..

V : lie....u love me

N : i dont ....i will never love u....

V : u already love me but afraid of things....right...

N : u r no one to ask me this....i dont wanna talk to u viraj....

V : but u have to talk to me baby....

N : i never give u any right to call me baby....

V : but i gave myself that right....

N : why r u doing this haa viraj....why ?? Why u came after me when i had written in note that dont ever come again in my life....why didnt u leave me or forget the paris moments...why u always ask me same questions why ??

I was saying all this while crying.....he was looking at me....i went inside the house he called me and came behind me but i went to my room....