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part : 57 yes or no

Warm attachment

Part : 57

What marriage as in marriage as in husband wife ....is he serious.

No i think he is joking ...but isn't it a big joke ...i should ask

N : viraj don't get me wrong but r u joking?

Plz let it be a joke....plz plz plz god

V : no nisha i am not joking....i am serious here....will u marry me ?

God now what....calm down nisha....

N : look viraj we r talking about a marriage....do u know what that means...

V : yes i do know....and i do wanna spend my whole life with u

Spending whole life....well seems like he has gone insane today....i thought we had only non alcoholic drinks....i guess it was spiked that's why viraj has gone mad

V : nisha listen i know maybe it's sudden but i seriously wanna spend my whole life with u

N : viraj why u wanna marry me ? Look u know everything about me and for your kind information i never believe in love after that person and wedding it's a big thing really a very big thing...

Hell!!.... doesn't he know what my so called father did to my mother.... because of him i never believed in love and even in wedding and here the guy i have finally accepted to have feelings for is asking me to get married to him and that too on our first date.... What a day and time to ask for things

V : nisha i love u and i know and see my future with u

Lord why this is tough to make him understand.....i can't get marry....no i can't.
.. besides maybe he is insecure that i will leave him.... possible ....he thought i am leaving that's why he proposed me....oh god....

N : maybe viraj u r insecure that i will leave u....like before i left.... that's why u r doing this to keep me stay with u

V : no nisha.... from the first day i know u r something more to me and i always liked u from different way....or i should say i always loved u....and that's why i proposed u in paris as well....

Paris yeah....how could i forget it....he proposed there as well....but still i can't...just ....i love him....i know i do....but my past it still haunts me....maybe i need time to think things through....but can i say no.....i don't think i should say no....but i can't say yes as well.....god..... suddenly i just want to cry....so much that....all my past washes away by it.....why viraj why.....why u needed to ask me abt wedding today....we were so happy when we came here .....

And i don't know what came over me....i just sat on floor .....bent my knees and put my hands over my knees and burying my face there i start crying.....i don't know why i am crying....i just have feeling to cry so i am doing it.... maybe sometimes in our life we don't find a reason for crying....oh god....why this is happening.... this is so so tough.....

V : nisha nisha...hey why r u crying....i am sorry did i do something wrong....i am sorry....plz plz talk to me....
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I don't wanna make him feel guilty so i looked at him...i saw him sit next to me...and there he looked so concerned....i know he loves me cares abt me.....but i just can't....i donno why but can't  just say yes for wedding....

N : i am sorry viraj....

i am still crying ....but he have a right to know the answer

V : for what

N : viraj i can't say yes for wedding but it's not a no either

When i say i can't say yes....he looks so disappointed but when i say it's not a no either ....his face lit up.... just like a thing when u thought it's a rainy whether and u r upset because there will be no sunny day and all of sudden the rainy whether changes into sunny weather giving u the bit of happiness that kinda face....

V : so it's not a no

There again a happy face

N : but that's not a yes

V : who knows when yes comes....

I laugh on it....and my cries went....

V : so let's have dinner....

N : um.....i am not hungry actually

V : but u haven't eaten....come on let's eat....ok not too much but a bit...

Well when someone asks u too cutely u can't deny....so i nod my head

To be continued.....

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