Light Up My World

Til Death Do Us Part

WARNING WARNING SEX IN THIS CHAPTER

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Roughly slamming through his bedroom door he kissed me passionately with my legs tightly wrapped round his waist. Gently laying me on the bedroom floor he pulled his shirt off, revealing his firm, thin body. He then leaned down to my level, on the floor, and began kissing my neck downwards; taking my cropped top off as he went. Moans escaped my mouth when he kissed my breasts, he tugged at my bra while I sat up for him to take it off with some struggle. He took his jeans off quickly then his underwear revealing a fairly large boner. "Where are condoms?" I asked him (What girl wants to be pregnant at 17?).

"Second draw." Marilyn pointed towards the chest of drawers.

I opened the drawer to find an unopened packet of condoms (luckily I'm not the only virgin here unless he's already used a full pack). I tore open the packet of condoms and took one out before crawling over to Marilyn, took hold of his penis gentley stroking it back and forth as I ripped open the packet with one hand and my teeth. My drunken mind made me think I looked sexy as I sucked his penis. I slipped the condom on, pulled my jeans down pushing him backwards before taking my underwear off laying myself on him. He slipped into me as I ground myself onto his penis, I rotated my hips round with his penis inside me watching him lay beneath me with happiness. The condom split with the roughness of sex although neither of us cared. Feeling the warm liquid ooze into me I lay beside him breathless with my head resting on his bare chest.

Suddenly, the door creaked open and a pretty, middle aged woman poked her head around the edge of the door to see her son and some random girl naked on the floor.

"Shit mom!" Marilyn said quickly getting up and covering ourselves with a blanket. 

The shock on Marilyns mums face was comical (in my drunk mind anyway) she pulled her head back from the door stuttering, "Sorry Brian, I... I was just letting you know we're home..." She told him not knowing where to look. I'd feel the Katee if I was her seeing her son she watched grow up lay naked still with a boner on the floor with a girl she'd never seen before. "I better go then." Her head shot back behind the door leaving us in silence.

"Next time make sure the familys out for the night." Marilyn panted. Next time? I thought.

"Yeah, I have a summer house at mine with a lock on the door for next time." I laughed. By that time Marilyns boner had gone down so all there was to do was do what we were supposed to do in the first place: Video games.

First came GTA5 and I was terrible but it didn't help that I was sore aswell. We gave up pretty quickly in return for lying together and talking about life.

We slept really well, Marilyns head was resting on my stomach and by that time we'd got on his bed which was so comfy I had the best nights sleep in a long time.

Waking up at around 11 I sat ontop of Marilyn straddled over him as I kissed his neck, cheeks and lips. Marilyn awoke slowly with kisses, then his eyes shot wide open when he saw it was me.

"What are you doing here?" Then he looked down at my body, I realised he didn't remember last night, "Naked?"

"We... Um... had sex... don't you remember?" I asked just checking whether he really was just joking or had a blind moment.

"No... Really? Are you joking? I mean we didn't really have sex did we?" Marilyn laughed thinking it was a joke. 

Hurt, I got dressed in silence, once I'd got ready I went to the door, turned round and said, "You told me you loved me." I lied, he pretty much said it but not in the words 'I love you' more like how he acted around me.

"Woah woah wait. Wait Kate wait!" Marilyn told me but I was gone.

I marched downstairs and past Marilyns mum who whispered something to her husband but I didn't give two shits about what. I was done.

Knocking on the door I felt dirty, sick and smelly. Jasmine opened the door and made me feel alot better, "Where've you been and who've you fucked with?"

Was it that obvious I'd had sex? Internally I felt hungover, sick and dirty but was I looking that bad externally?

"I've been out and I've fucked with no one now get out of my-"

"Kate if you've been to that boys' house your in so much trouble." Mum boomed down the stairs.

"Where could I have gone? To a freaking homeless shelter? You locked me out, Beth was hammered so I went to Marilyns now leave me alone!" I screamed at her running past her on the stairs and to my room.

"Katherine!" Mum shouted in disgust but she didn't finish what she had to say because I slammed my bedroom door shut locking it as quick as I could.

I curled up at the other side of the door and cried for hours. Mum tried getting me to open the door but I refused.

"Kate, someones here to see you." Mum told me in a gentle voice.

Dad? Could dad have come home from work for me? Happiness rushed through my mind as I got up quickly to open the door and when I opened it there stood-

Oh.

It wasnt daddy at all. It was Marilyn.

"Can I come in?" He asked quietly. I didnt say anything, just opened the door and walked away from it. Marilyn walked in and shut the door behind him, "I'm remembering what happened now. I'm sorry." he apologized gentley.

"Sorry? You let me down. You fucked me and for once in my life I felt loved!" I shouted at him. Mum could be listening but I didn't care.

"What can I do?" Marilyn asked panicking. 

"Ugh forget it." I went to walk in the bathroom but Marilyn caught my wrist.

"I do." He said quickly.

"You do what, Marilyn?" I asked. I was getting fed up of everyone saying stuff and taking it back and my hangover was only getting worse.

"L-Love you." He told me trying not to look me in the eye.

"How convinient." I sneered before yanking my arm out from his grasp and walking into my ensuit bathroom.

"Kate. It's true and I'm sorry." Marilyn told me through the bathroom door before I heard the bedroom door open then shut behind him.

I stayed in my room for the whole day without eating or drinking, I slept most of the time. Anger still bubbling on Sunday, mum went to a meeting so Jasmine and I were alone.

"What happened on Friday night, really?" Jasmine asked as soon as mum was out the door.

"Nothing happened." I touched my stomach.

"Yeah okay." Jasmine rolled her eyes, "Marilyn?" I flinched at his name. "Did you two get together?"

I shook my head then before I realised what was happening she left me in the kitchen leaving the house phone infront of me. I didn't call him though.

I thought about whether I could have been pregnant. I went out to the pharmacy to put my mind at ease. Once I'd bought the pack of pregnancy tests I was walking home then I heard someone shout behind me although I already knew who it was.