I cry myself to sleep
But I'm fine
I study to forget you
But I'm fine
I sing heartbreak songs because I know how it feels
But I'm fine
I shower with burning water to feel something else instead of this
But I'm fine
I run until I fall to run away from you
But I'm fine
I say stupid things and hope you don't notice
But I'm fine
I get the urge to tell you
But I'm fine
I get attacked by my heart when I see you
But I'm fine
I lie in my poems because of you
But I'm fine
I smile
I'm just fine
I laugh
I'm just fine
I cry
I'm just fine
I scream
I'm just fine
I break
I'm just fine
I fall
I'm just fine
In love
I'm just fine
With you
I'm just fine
I listen to music at it's loudest
I'm not fine
I drink until I forget the pain
I'm not fine
I talk to you
I'm not fine
You talk to me
I'm not fine
You smile at me
I'm not fine
I think
That I'm not fine
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Road To Recovery
PoetryThis is my book. These are my thoughts formed in poems. These are the poems that help me with my recovery. It doesn't feel like a recovery. It feels like pain...
