My friend
We meet again
After so long
You fall from the sky like it's nothing
Everywhere I look
You are there
I don't know if I should be happy
You remind me of hard times
When I wanted to fall from the sky with you
Be everywhere with you
But you vanished soon after falling
Haven't heard from you in months
Now you show up
Like a storm
Like it's nothing
Like I haven't cried for you
I was in a desert
All alone
My will drying up
I needed you the most back then
And you failed to listen to my cries
Why should I be happy now
I survived in the desert without you
Now I can live on
I don't need you anymore
I am happier without you
Enjoying the sun
Enjoying the warmth
Enjoying my life
Or maybe I'm just lying to myself
And I am actually very happy that you are back
Because everytime you are here
I can breathe again
I can sleep again
I can look out the window and know I can drown myself in you
Know that I can count on you
You make me not hear the noise in my head
You make me happy
When I feel you
When I breathe you
When I meet you again
I am happy
Maybe I like being cold
Maybe I like the darkness that you bring
Maybe I like knowing people fear you
Maybe I like the noise you make
Maybe I...
Maybe I can't live without you
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Road To Recovery
PoetryThis is my book. These are my thoughts formed in poems. These are the poems that help me with my recovery. It doesn't feel like a recovery. It feels like pain...
