Arsenal x Dying Reader

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(IIITS SO HAAAAARD TO SAAAAY GOODBYEEEEE! This whole story will take place within Roy's POV)

Roy's P.O.V

I began to feel my gut churn, a thick ominous tensions layered over the air as I bit my knuckle and paced back and forth outside the hospital. My mood twisted as I began to let the worst get to me as my mind filled to the brim with dread.
"Roy come sit. You're working yourself up!" M'gann said as she rubbed his shoulder a weak smile across her face, I shook my head and frowned.
"How can I?! How can I not get worked up, huh?! The girl I love is in an operation room being open up! All because you guys couldn't protect her! ALL I ASKED WAS FOR YOU TO LOOK AFTER HER WHILE I GOT THE RING!,' I pulled out an engagement ring,' this... This was the ring I wove with my heart! When I lost my heart (F/N) gave me hers..."
I blinked back tears as Connor stood up, sorrow painted across his face.
"If we knew that Joker was coming we would of protected her. I'm sure she's fine-"
"Fine? Shot twice in the chest and once In the gut oh yeah! She's doing just fuckin' great!" I snapped, M'gann hugged me and Connor patted my back, I began to cry and Tim came over along with everyone else. They locked me into a hug. I cried harder as I thought of her... Suffering. The doctors pulling bullets out of her. I screamed in anger and squeezed the ring harder.
"I'm sorry Roy! Im so sorry!" Artemis said as she let go of him, I breathed shakily as they loosened me. I sniffed as I wiped my tear stained eyes.

Why couldn't it have been me?...
What did she do wrong?!

I gulped hard as I again but my knuckle, my pacing began to start up again. M'gann shot up as soon as the operation doors opened and I stared at the doctor. A solemn expressing on his face....
"We did all we could... We're sorry."
Those words sunk into me like an exceedingly sharp knife. My fingers trembled and my knees weakened as I stared at the doctor.
"She wants to see you... We managed to take her to her bed." The doctor said, I knew it. My gut was right. As much as I wanted it to be lying it was right. It's always right. I violently shook my head as I began to run down the hallway. Towards (F/N) room. I skidded to a halt as I reached her room. I looked at her through the small window. She caught me. I saw her smile. I smiled back... No matter what she had always managed to raise a smile at me. I entered the room and she turned her head to looked at me directly.
"Roy..." She said so softly it was like a whisper, I took in a shaky breath as I took a seat by her bedside. I took (F/N) hand within mine. Our fingers laced together.
(F/N) looked pale, her (H/L) (H/C) hair was messy, her (E/C) eyes looked dull. But yet. She was still my queen. I kissed (F/N) hand and she smiled as a tear rolled down her pale cheek.
"I love you Roy... Don't you ever forget that." (F/N) said hushed but firm, I nodded and choked back a sob. I held the ring right within my hand and (F/N) looked at my clenched fist.
"Pleas Roy... Don't be so tense..." (F/N) said to me as she again weakly smiled at me. I shook my head and opened my hand to show off the ring.
"Oh god... Roy..." (F/N) gasped, I smiled as her smile rose, She out stretched her hand and I put on the ring. At least now she will be mine even after death.
"Roy. Can I feel your lips against mine please? It's embarrassing yes but please?" (F/N) rasped as she looked at me, I nodded and kissed (F/N) her lips warm against mine, I would miss this... Being able to kiss her and tell her I love her. (F/N) squeezed my hand as our lips separated, I sat back down and stroked my thumb across (F/N) hand.
"(F/N) I'm sorry I failed you..." I whispered as my tears fell onto (F/N) hand. (F/N) lifted her hand and caressed my cheek. I closed my eyes wishing when I re opened them I didn't see my dying girlfriend. But I saw her happy.
"Roy can you pass me that cup of water please?" (F/N) asked, I nodded and stood up grabbing the cup. I pressed it against her lips and she smiled at me gently taking the cup as I sat.
"I can... Can do it myself..." (F/N) began to breathe heavily, she put the cup down and lifted up. Her hand touched the engagement ring that wrapped round her finger as she kissed my cheek.
"Roy can you promise me one last thing? Please?...,' (F/N) said, I nodded abruptly,' Promise... Promise me you won't blame yourself.... Roy..."
I nodded and (F/N) lay back down, she winced in pain and I watched as her eyes began to close.
"Thank you Roy...,' (F/N) mumbled as her heart rate began to slow down,' Thank you for... For everything..." I felt my heart jump as the beep from
The heart monitor played that dreaded ringing. I shook (F/N) hand. I began to cry.
"No.. NO NO NO! (F/N)! (F/N) WAKE UP!" I cried as I hugged her limp body, I heard the door open and the doctors pulled at me. I resisted, I was finally parted from her. I kicked and screamed as they covered (F/n) beautiful body in a white cloth. I screamed her name.
...

I stood at the foot of her grave. She didn't deserve to die... Not from how good she was. I held my black umbrella firmly and people rubbed my shoulder and my back as I stared at her grave. I cared less for the rain. I held a white rose firmly. I kissed it and placed it by (F/N) tomb stone. I spun and began to walk off when I heard a giggle. I saw M'gann turn along with Tim who stood in awe. Connor went as far to drop his umbrella from shock. I spun and also dropped my umbrella with a gasp.
(F/N)...
She sat on her tomb stone. Angel wings pure as untouched snow, a long white dress trailed behind her. (F/N) stood and made her way over to me. Her (H/L) (H/C) hair was decorated with a golden headband.
"(F-F/N)?" I breathed as I touched her face, (F/N) nodded. Her smile wide.
"I have been given another chance.." (F/N) said as she caressed my cheek with her ringed hand. I smiled and placed my hand over hers. Tears poked at my eyes.
"Who... How?" I asked, (F/N) shook her head. With the help of a miracle. And your love Roy..." (F/N) said to me, I let out a relived sigh as I flung my arms round (F/N). I inhaled her usual scent. Sugar, spice and everything nice! I felt more bodies and realised it was a large group hug. (F/N) wings wrapped around a few people.
"I need to go... But I promise one thing... I'll be here everyday..." (F/N) said as she faded gold, I nodded and kissed her. She smiled and then disappear me's into the sky. I looked up at the grey clouds as the raid stopped.
She's my angel...

(Who has the feels? I do! This shit was sad! Comment If you think it was sad AF! *cri ;-;* But sorry for any grammar or spelling mistakes because I'm a silly potato!but as always stay cute my cakes! ✌🏾️💖🎂)

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