14~irrational heart

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Save me from myself
Save me from my feelings
And i beg you save me from my irrational heart

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I'm the reason of my heartbreak
I'm the reason of my tears
And I'm the reason of the hurt
My heart needs to be tamed
My heart needs a brain

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Wish this feeling could be named
But it's merely a bunch of feeling that form my heart

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Wish i've never known about expectations
Wish I've never learnt how to make assumptions
Wish i could take a picture of my soul
Always thinking about it,always wondering about how it would look like

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I tried to understand the meaning behind my name
Literally it means sign
But girls with my name
Means that they can easily fall in love,they can easily fall in that trap

You may say life is risky for you shay!!

I don't like it and I'm trying hard to change this
But it is said that once the bloom of affection is planted it can't be removed

Impossible to be removed

I was on my way to change
But things out of the blue stopped
And i didn't feel like changing anymore
But I'll be on that path again.

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I have only love to offer
I forgive though i suffer
And not everyone appreciate it
They turn it into being naive

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But I'll turn to that path again
And try hard to pull myself out
And give myself the chance to be what I've always wanted to be..

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