The Depth Of A Heart

4~(...)

I feel absentminded;
I feel weak,so vulnerable!!

Sometimes things just strike out of the blue
And we have no power to prevent them not to happen
...
I wish i could sleep,and when i wake,all the pain and the hurt will be vanished.
...
Sometimes people just laugh at us
I wish someday i would understand the reason why people take beautiful things for granted??
Why do people take each other for granted
Today you smile,tomorrow you give me an oppressive silence that can almost kill.

You hang out with me.you tell me secrets and stuff and then  you act as if u shared nothing.
...
You say your my best friend and you'll be forever
And while we met you haven't shown the slightest emotion.
You haven't even hugged me til i asked you to do so playfully..
What is this paradox?
What kind of friends are you?
It's such a shame..
And the worst thing is
That i keep blaming myself!!
And When you comeback to me with the sweetest face
I say maybe the wrong isn't with you
But the wrong is with me
Maybe I'm the one who's not being understanding;
Maybe I'm overreacting;
..and a loot of Maybes..
...
And the same scenarios happen and i keep blaming myself again(...)

Salam alaykoum beautiful readers <3 hope you enjoyed this little poem^~^
I finally let it out,i wanted to write about this long ago,but it's just yesterday that i got inspired ( lol)...anyway i really hope u liked it!! Let me know what u think down below
    I adore u all <3