*toot toot all aboard the smut train you filthy animals*
It was intense. The smell, the sight, the taste—all of it. Passionate, almost. But Camila knew better. She knew it wasn't passion, it was just Lauren taking her stress out on the brown eyed girl. She doesn't remember when they both became naked, but she didn't care. Camila's hair stuck to the sides of her face from all of the sweat.
"Laur," she panted, desperately clawing onto the older girl's shoulders. "I need you, please."
Lauren smirked, pulling herself up from the smaller girl's chest, her lips barely grazing against Camila's swollen ones. "Patience, Camz."
Camila released a sultry moan when she felt Lauren's cool fingers light glide down her hot body, leaving a trail of goosebumps.
The older girl pulled Camila's lips in between her teeth as she brushed a finger over the younger girl's wetness, rubbing at her clit slowly.
Camila's hips involuntarily thrusted up into Lauren's finger, trying to gain more pleasure. Lauren chuckled, teasing the brown eyed girl's tight entrance.
She slid down Camila's body, kissing at her warm, exposed flesh, enjoying the salty taste of her skin. With her fingers rubbing more persistently at Camila's clit, she swiped her tongue through the girl's soaking folds.
"Oh my god Lauren!" Camila moaned, arching her back off the bed.
Lauren smirked, tracing the alphabet with her tongue. The girl above her was a writhing and moaning mess, trying to for coherent sentences, but failing miserably.
The green eyed girl slid her finger down to Camila's entrance, latching her lips around the swollen nub. She probed at the entrancewith her finger before sliding it in.
"Fuck baby, you're so wet and tight." Lauren moaned, nipping at the inside of Camila's thigh.
Camila nodded, tangling her fingers into the long, raven locks, pulling on them whenever Lauren did something she particularly liked.
Lauren fastened her pace, fucking into the brown eyed girl hard and fast. She slipped another finger in, moaning as she felt Camila's walls clench. She was close.
She pulled out her fingers, moving them up in front of Camila's lips, who eagerly sucked herself off of Lauren's fingers.
Lauren leaned down for a kiss, tasting Camila's juices on the girl's lips. She probed her tongue into the smaller girl's mouth, exploring the warm cavern.
She moved her fingers back down to Camila's pussy, playing with her clit.
" 'm so close Laur, few more," Camila panted, her eyes closed in pure bliss.
Lauren kissed Camila's neck, pumping her fingers harder. The brown eyed girl's walls were spasming uncontrollably, her back arching. A string of high pitched moans and profanities spilled from her mouth, her hips involuntarily thrusting into Lauren's fingers.
Lauren slipped her fingers out of Camila, licking them clean.
Camila was still trembling, soft whimpers escaping her red, swollen lips.
Lauren collapsed next to the girl, stretching her cramped fingers. She rolled onto her side, supporting herself on one elbow, and looked down at the brown eyed girl.
Her eyes were bright, a small smile placed on her lips. Lauren giggled, leaning down to attach her lips to Camila's. The younger girl wouldn't stop smiling as they kissed, giggles erupting from her throat.
Lauren pulled away, arching her eyebrow. "What's so funny?"
Camila stopped giggling, her smile fading. She pushed Lauren away, searching for her clothes that were scattered around the room.
"Camz? Are you okay?" the older girl's brows furrowed as she sat up in bed.
Camila laughed sarcastically as she slid her shirt over her head, picking up her underwear. "No, Lauren, I'm not okay. Every single fucking day I get to kiss you and hold you, but you aren't mine. And it's shitty because I get to do all of these things I've always wanted to do— but you still aren't mine." the girl's voice cracked, her eyes becoming glassy. "I love you, Lauren. And, I know I shouldn't, but I always have." tears were now streaming down Camila's cheeks as she slid her jeans up her long, soft legs.
Lauren stared at Camila, her jaw slacked. "Camila, I—I'm sorry. I didn't realize that you had feelings for me. But why love me if you know I'm, well, straight?" she asked, pulling the blanket over her body as she stood up.
Camila sighed, wiping her tears. "Who wouldn't love you, Lauren? Have you seen yourself? You're amazing, and anybody would die to be able to call you theirs." she slid on her shoes, giving a weak smile to the green eyed girl. "I should probably go. See you around, Lauren."
Lauren opened her mouth to speak, but nothing came out.
Camila loves her.
A/N: this is probably the longest chapter this book will live to see. but ouch it hurts.
adios
-m
