The Miracle Of Love

Chapter 9

Paris' P.O.V    *(The chapter is triggering just warning you guys, and I'm also gonna do an Ashton P.O.V in this chapter.)*

It's 9 at night and I'm still laying in bed. I have not moved from here, I haven't eaten anything and I'm really hungry but I don't want to get up.

I have not stopped crying either, I kept looking at my phone to see if Ashton had messaged or call me. There were few times where I almost called him but I just couldn't bring myself to it.

Suddenly I heard knocking on my door. I widen my eyes, is that? It can't be? The knocking got louder.

I slowly grabbed my wheel chair, held on to my night stand and slowly sat down.

When I was in the living room, the knocking got louder and I got irritated, there's no way that's Ashton.

But still when I got to the door and opened it, I couldn't help but feel nervous thinking Ashton was there.

But I frowned, it wasn't Ashton.

"What do you want?" I spat at the guy in front of me, Jordan.

"Where's lover boy?" He asked, making his way inside.

'Well why don't you come in' I thought, rolling my eyes.

"He's not here." I said.

"Awe, did he leave you already." He smirked.

"What do you want Jordan?" I angrily said.

"You" he growled.

"You want me?" I laughed bitterly.

"Don't you remember you left me, you never wanted me because I couldn't walk and now all of a sudden when I'm around Ashton you want me? Well guess what that's not going to happen, so leave." I spat.

He just glared at me. "Fine, if I can't have you no one will."

My heart sank, everytime someone said that, they always end up killing the person that they are with. And Ashton will not get killed.

He walked towards the door, but then stopped behind me. I was confused and scared, but I panicked when he lifted my wheel chair, making me fall forward.

I whimpered out in pain when hit the ground hard.

I groaned when I felt him kick my stomach. Tears forming and some blood trickled down from my mouth.

"Ple-please stop" I choked out.

"You know what, I don't want you, you're fucking pathetic, I can't believe anyone would want to be with you. Why don't you just make everybody happy and disappear." He spat kicking me repeatedly.

I screamed and cried uncontrollably. Soon he stopped kicking but I get sobbing.

He walked to the door, opened it, turned around to face me and spat out "pathetic" before slamming the door.

I coughed up blood, wiped some of my tears away. I crawled slowly, groaning from the pain. I crawled all the way to my room.

When I was by my bed, since I couldn't climb up that well from the floor I just sat, leaning against my bed. I sat there crying from the pain, but mostly from the words he had said.

They kept repeating in my mind, pathetic, no one wants you, just make everybody happy and disappear.

The last one caught me off guard, I just kept thinking and thinking about it. My heart felt like someone stabbed me million of times. He's right, no one will love me, he left, Ashton left and it was all because of me.