So over it

New well..... New Everything(1)

Yesterday my step mom Samantha and dad decided we were moving and told no one and now I'm stuck in this new town with all new people. I just wish I could have a say. see after my mom passed away my dad meet this girl about 1 year ago and he believes she is the one for him. I cant stand her she is always wanting me to call her mom but she isn't my mom and she never will be. I don't understand why my dad even likes her, but then I again I do. She has long blood red hair and long legs she always smells like flowers and cigarettes. My mom never smoked she said " its dumb and that putting something in your body that only has negative effects is dumb too" she would never let me or my little sister Ariel smoke. Ariel loves her maybe because she lets her do anything and never lets dad tell her no. Mom was always the stubern one and had to have the last say in conversations. I miss mom and I wonder if dad and Ariel do too because it seems like there just fine without her. Ariel is in 8th grade and thinks she knows everything but we all go through that stage. Don't we? All I know is she doesn't know everything she is only in 8th grade I'm in 10th and I still don't know everything about life. I have my first new day at "WEST NEWSDAY HIGHSCHOOL" tomorrow and I really don't want to go. My dad just keeps saying "This is a good thing a all new start." I don't think he understands how hard it is to be the new kid. it sucks and I really don't want to be that weird kid with no friends .... all my friends at my old school called me "Venn" and I hated it so maybe this will be a good thing maybe I can get rid of that dumb nickname. And maybe if I keep telling my self that i will start to belive it. Or it will all go wrong and everyone will hate me and I will die alone. There is always that.