So over it

First Hangover(11)

I woke up to my alarm blaring and it never sounded this loud before.....oh god this is the worst feeling ever my stomach feels queasy I think I need to .... yup I need to go puke. i better go check my phone, wow 13 messages from gray what does he want probably to tell me all about that Chloe chick and how good she was in bed or something. Well for his sake I hope he got lucky because, I'm obviously not. You know what maybe should I ignore him ..... what am I thinking I need to know what happened last night might as well see what he has to say.

GRAY: yo, where'd you go?
GRAY: nvm.... I see you at the keg
GRAY: damn vens you got skill !!!!
GRAY: I'm starting to think you're not looking at your phone, haha
GRAY: I hope you can handle you're alcohol
GRAY: hey, vens you okay?
GRAY: I don't see you anywhere
GRAY: please tell me where you are!
GRAY: I need to know you're okay!!
GRAY: someone said you left the party?
GRAY: please tell me you didn't go home with some guy!
GRAY: I heard you went home with a chick? .... I don't know you where into girls ;)
GRAY: text me as soon as you can, I just wanna make sure you're okay vens.

Wow, I didn't think he cared so much I mean he was making out with Chloe so I really didn't think he'd care if I left. Is it bad that makes me happy? But I can't like Grayson even if he is funny, cute, and has such amazing eyes, and he's soooo hot! Wait no ! Stop it Venessa! Get a hold of yourself girl! Now just answer the texts I mean it's not like it won't tell him you read it! Okay okay....

Me: Uh, I'm fine.... thanks for caring I guess

Now I wait.... I should probably take a shower I reek and it is going to take him a while to answ.... *BING* ........or not, wow that was fast.

Z: hey, you good?

Oh it's Zach.

Me: I'm fine thanks... my head hurts tho lol.

okay now that's taken care of I can shower cause man I sti...........*BING*...... nk what is up with people cutting me off

GRAY: YOURE ALIVE!!!!!
ME: yeah I am haha, dork
GRAY: so wyd?
ME: About to take a shower lols
GRAY: no way me too. haha, maybe we should save water and take one together ;)

I honestly didn't feel he deserved a answer. i mean I could've told him off but I thought it would be more funny if I just left him on read. plus i needed to shower and brush my teeth. he can wait a hour or two I mean he aid he was going to shower too anyway. plus he deserved it...... for thinking I hooked up with a girl. i mean really Grayson hes seen me check him out before.]

~Grayson POV~

I finally woke up. I still feel a little sleepy but I sleep way to much anyway ill take a shower that for sure will wake me up. But first I need to check my phone and make sure that vens okay.

Vee:) : Uh, I'm fine.... thanks for caring I guess
ME:YOURE ALIVE!!!!!
Vee:) yeah I am haha, dork
ME: so wyd?
Vee:) : About to take a shower lols ME: no way me too. haha, maybe we should save water and take one together ;)

I guess ill hop in the shower. I stripped down until i was in nothing but my boxers looking at my body in the bathroom mirror. i need to go back to the gym I'm losing my muscle and my abs. I only have a beg outline now.... I wonder if Vens cares about that stuff. like if I have ripped abs and crap..... what the fuck am I talking about I'm fuckin hot any girl would be lucky to have me.

I winked at myself in the already foggy mirrior and took of my boxers and hoped in the shower.

I wonder if I really made her laugh when she put haha or if she just typed it with a straight face. i took my phone with me to the shower in case she texted back. she didn't. maybe she didn't think i was funny..... but she does laugh at other things i say a lot. or maybe she thinks its funny not to answer me. i bet its the second one i know I haven't known her very long but that sounds way more like my Vens then just ignoring me cause I'm not funny. I'm freakin hilarious.

wait.... did I just say she was mine?

do I want her to be?

I know I think she's beautiful anyone with eyes can see that she's got the body of a goddess. but she's more than just flesh she's fun to be around. just being in the same room as her makes me happy. and when she talks she sounds so smart and she gets so into what she's saying its so cute. maybe i do like Ven..... more than what I thought.

But she likes Zach..... and he likes her. not that he's told me. but he'd be nuts not to i mean he spends more time with her than i do. If he hasn't figured out how amazing she yet, he's just stupid. plain andsimple...... id kill for the attention she gives him. ughh i better got out now.... I'm starting to prune.

ME: hey, you ever gunna answer me? Haha.
Vee:) : I just thought you'd need sometime to think about what you've done gray. Lols
ME: I think I have. Going that long not talking to you was not fun at all .......I won't make those jokes anymore venn.
Vee:) : thank you :)
ME: no problem venn.
Vee:) : I gtg I'll text you later, Kay?
ME: okay sounds good. Later.

~ Vanessa POV~

Man I wish I wasn't so tired I'd much rather text gray then go to sleep. But at least this way he won't get upset that I'd just stop answering him. It was smarter to do it this way.

I wonder what he ment by it not being fun at all...... was it actually boring without me. Or was he just being nice. Ughhhh I can't keep doing this. I need to tell him how I feel... or at least start to try and find out if he likes me. You know the tests..... you girls know what I'm talking about hahaha. I wanna find out if he does but all honestly I don't know what I'd do if he did. Maybe faint. Possibly scream. Or or he'll tell me he does and then I'll freak out say the wrong or worse nothing at all and then I'll mess it up and he will end up thinking I'm a complete weirdo who will inevitably die alone with 50 dogs..... I would say cats but I don't really like them. I'd much rather have my forever alone animal be dogs than cats.

I let my thoughts slowly fade away before I let sleep takeover.........