Can You Hear The Silence? - BMTH, SWS, BVB, & OM&M Fan Fic

About A Girl

*Maddi's POV*

"This place is wonderful!" Abby yelled as she carried Moses on her shoulders. The view from the back near the doors, to the stage gave me goosebumps thinking about the first time I met Oliver.. I haven't even seen since we traveled to Florida.

Remember how I was supposed to meet him to see his kids? He never even called asking me when I should leave, meet him at the airport, or even which day would be good. I should have known that he really didn't care about our children.

Why did February have to be so hot? Can someone please answer that for me? "Well come on! We've gotta go backstage so we can watch Austin play." Abby grabbed Grace and we headed backstage to watch them play.

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"Austin! You were amazing!" Abby cheered as she hugged Alan. Austin nodded and thanked her while taking a drink from his water bottle.

Moses giggled and hugged Austin while he was still in my arms. "Awe. Thanks, buddy." Austin said as they hugged. When they stopped someone walked over.

It was Oliver and Matt Nicholls.

"Hey. Nice job today, Carlile! Can't wait for the-." Nicholls stopped in mid sentence and looked at me.

"Maddi?! Maddi Ross? Little Maddi Ross??!!" He yelled as I gave Moses to Austin. I smiled at him and gave him a big hug. I've missed him so much.

"My gosh, you've gotten skinny as fuck! Have you been eatin'?" He asked as he looked at my figure. I nodded, "Yes! I have. Don't worry. Austin makes sure of that." I pointed towards Austin playing with Grace and Moses.

He looked at me weird, back at Austin and back at me, "Your kids?" He smiled showing his dimples as I nodded yes.

Oliver then stepped in, "Come on, mate. Bus is leaving for the next venue." He didn't even bother tot alk to me, he acted like I wasn't even there. Matt nodded at Oliver and gave me one last hug and waved while walking away. When they walked away I sighed and kicked the ground.

I heard someone walk over and it was Abby with Moses and Grace, "Hey..you okay?" I shook my head and took Grace in my arms, "One day he will acknowledge you and Moses, soon he will love you like he once loved me, Grace." I whispered to her and she giggled.

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*Oliver's POV*

"Why didn't you say anything to her?!" Nicholls yelled at me as we walked into the bus. I shrugged my shoulders. He gave me a glare and said, "Do you realize she still loves you and you left her, to care for two children!" 

I was confused, I was never notified that Maddi had two kids, "Wait. I didn't know that.." Nicholls gave me a weird look and said, "Haven't you checked Instagram? Twitter? Have you completely blocked her out?" 

Why was he blaming me fore not know?! I really didn't know! 

"MATT! I DODN'T KNOW SHE HAD TWO FUCKING CHILDREN! I WAS NEVER TOLD THIS! ALL I REMEMBER WAS HAVING ONE CHILD!" I yelled at him. He gave me a weird look and said, "You didn't?"

I shook my head and said, "Who was there when she gave birth?" Nicholls made a girl gasp and said, "Austin."

Anger boiled inside me and I hit the side of the bus. Austin Carlile. He was there when my girl-. Ex girlfriend give birth to my two children? And no one bothered to even tell me? Matt patted my back and said, "At the end of the tour go off on him because we don't want the fans to think we hate them but we're touring with them.."

He was right, I should wait until tour and go off on everyone. Ugh, I just hate the idea of Austin being there while Maddi gave birth. I should've been there, not him. I feel so terible now. Like I've actually given up on us. But i'm with Hannah now, I can't leave Hannah.

It seems so wrong, but I can't be with Maddi. Hannah and I love each other dearly and I have 0 feelings for Maddi.

Or do I?

~NEXT DAY~

*Maddi's POV*

"What time is it?" I asked Abby, she checked her phone and said, "3:43 pm. We have 5 hours until Bring Me The Horizon goes on." I nodded and Moses started crying, "Oh my gosh. Why are you crying? Mommy doesn't like it when you cry." That's when i started to fake cry and he began to get quiet and came over to me and gave me a hug. 

"Thank you." I said and he giggled as I picked him up. "I hate this hotel room, why dod we have to stay here, whycan't we go out and go to shops, the park, shops, store for food..did I already say shops?" Abby asked and I smiled.

"Maybe we can, where is Grace?" I said, Abby then jumped up and cheered with Grace. they're too much a like. Way too much a like, it kind of scares me. Grace jumped off the bed and towards the suitcase to put her clothes on.

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GOSH THIS IS HORRIBLE!

Anyways. thank you for voting on the first part of this story! 

It means so much and I love you allllll soooo much <3

Next chapter will probably take longer. Sorrrryy xc

Stay Strong babes c:

~Maddi♥