Racing and loud. Still but quiet. Warmth surrounds me, embracing my presence. Cold washes over my soul, freezing my core.
I have this friend. He has a name, but I'll just call him Link. For..... Reasons......
I looked up at him, face pink, heart drowning out everything between us. So close...
Before anything else happened, I chuckled. And then it seemed like it was just us. Alone, together.
His typical "nerd" glasses, fohawk hair cut... I can't get over his eyes... They looked so pretty, shimmering with a sparkle only he can have...
I love the feeling I get around him.
Sometimes, I can't even hear what the teachers are saying. I get lost in thought over him. All I hear is my thoughts, the irregular pounding in my skull. And a voice.
But my drawing pad is slowing getting consumed by these thoughts, slowly getting filled with pictures of what we've done. Draw together, watch movies, hang out.
We can get into the weirdest situations, cooking, or cat mode on each other on the couch. I love it sometimes, but it can be annoying. But I still....
I still....
Love him.
...
Why was that so hard to say? Whatever. I'll figure it out later.
But he's the boi of my dreams... Protective, sweet, always nice to me. Even if he does flirt with our other gal friends just to make me jealous, my heart still throbs.
There's this one outfit, I wear it ONLY for him. He likes it, so I'll keep wearing it for him...
I.....
I l-lo....
Love. Him.
Why is that so hard suddenly...?
Maybe it's just the thought. Heh, yeah.
But I miss him... It's been awhile since we could be together, alone. I miss him alot....
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My Cup of Cocoa
Non-FictionThis is a log where I'll put everything for now. These might be the last things that people will see of mine, this might not. I just hope that it won't come to the point of me dying to be noticed... ..... Read it if you want! I help with homework!
