I should be here, but I have nowhere else to go.
You shouldn't be here, but I guess this is interesting.
So here is something to think about.
Everything you had, have, and ever will have, starts to crumble with one little conversation you weren't even in. Everything you've worked for, everything you've done, seen, accomplished, gone. POOF! With one little conversation...
"We have to move." Dad says. "It's the only way I can get the job." He says.
While you watch everything disappear...
"$23 an hour," he says, "but we'd have to move."
I shouldn't feel this way. I want to scream, and cry, and runaway before it happens, and never have to leave. EVERYTHING I'VE WORKED FOR IS HERE.
But it's crumbling....
I just found out who I was, what I wanted, and now RIGHT as things get good, it's all ruined... with one little conversation I wasn't even a part of.....
No seeing each other, long distance chats over text, a new identity altogether. I had this planed just in case, but I never realized it'd actually become reality.
This can't be happening...
But that's what life does. Waits until things get good and then WHAM! everything changes with one decision. One STUPID DECISION THAT I HAD NO SAY IN WHAT SO EVER!!!
WHY DO THEY WANT TO RUIN EVERYTHING I HAVE, HAD, WANTED, NEEDED?!
Why does it seem like they hate me...? Just because I'm different...?
I have to try, I can't lose this.
I can't let all of this be washed away with one crimson kiss with Death.
I won't let it happen. Even if it means I have to stay behind, I'm not leaving everything I've worked so hard for.
I can't lose this...
YOU ARE READING
My Cup of Cocoa
Non-FictionThis is a log where I'll put everything for now. These might be the last things that people will see of mine, this might not. I just hope that it won't come to the point of me dying to be noticed... ..... Read it if you want! I help with homework!
