Behind The Eyes Of A Killer

THE USUAL

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I KNEW IT. IT WAS ALL A DREAM. I BROKE FREE OF THE NIGHTMARE I THOUGHT I WAS LIVING...

"AVA STOP LYING! YOU ARE IN LOVE WITH MY HUSBAND!"

"Okay Lisa, can you actually take a chill pill, like come on. I came here because I thought you were going to be friendly and not accuse me."

"Ava, take me to your house. I would like to speak with you there instead of YOU making a scene in a public place. How disrespectful."

"Are you kidding? Like go look in the mirror and see how dumb you look right now."

"Get in the car Ava."

Once we got back to my house I sat down and Lisa tried stabbing me in the neck, obviously I'm not going to allow a pathetic tool like her take me down so I pulled her arm down so hard it ripped out of her socket and she instantly dropped the knife and I ran to the knife and killed her. Just like that. It took me 5 seconds to kill her, maybe she shouldn't have been such a big dreamer cause if you dream then you think nothing can stop you, then in the moment of everything going wrong you realise that, your mind creates a life for you to live in when you dream big and then you try to use that on the real world and you end up dead. 

Stop dreaming kids.

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I AM NOT AFRAID TO KEEP ON LIVING.

I AM NOT AFRAID TO WALK THIS WORLD ALONE.

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Blood on my hands, and it wasn't mine, I kidnapped a few people and killed them, I was stressed out I needed something to keep everything off my mind. For most people, they smoke or drink to keep the stress out, but me, I prefer to feel the blood on my hands, I like to watch it slide down my arm and drip down and off on to the floor, I like to see the lifeless souls on the ground. It made me feel... Powerful. I felt as if the more people I killed the more stronger I got. It was as if when you looked into my eyes you saw  the people I killed looking back at you, just saying that they needed help. 

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GO AWAY. GO AWAY. LEAVE ME ALONE. LEAVE ME ALONE. 

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"Happy birthday... Too you..." I cradle my dead daughter, her eyes still open, I could see the terror in her eyes. 

"Happy birthday... Too you..." I killed her on her birthday. She was still a child, she was still full of, hope. I took that away. I took her life.

"Happy birthday dear, Sarah.... Happy birthday... Too you..." A single tear fell down my face and dropped onto Sarah's. I take back everything..

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