His lips were so soft against mine. Yet the kiss was rough. Before I knew it we were backing into my room and he kicked the door closed.
I started unbuttoning his shirt while he pulled my dress over my head.
He kissed me again before looking at me.
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"Are you good mama?" Jordan asked me while he rubbed sunscreen down my back.
"I don't know to be honest." I sighed.
I watched as Anthony played with Alana in the ocean. At least he isn't a terrible father.
When Anthony came back to the house with 3 pregnancy tests I kinda had a meltdown and tried to escape then and there like a big dummy. He easily caught me before I even made it outside Jordan's house and promised to punish me when we got home. He then forced me to take all 3 tests which all came out the same.
Positive.
I was carrying a life in me. The thought was like a splash of cold water every time.
"I know it's a lot to take in mama, but I promise you'll be straight." Jordan said as he massaged my lower back.
Not really knowing how to respond, I just kept quite.
"Rocky."
I looked up at Jordan, surprised. He never calls me by my name.
"Yes Jordan."
"Tell me what happened and how you ended up here."
I'm not gonna lie, I was a little taken aback. But then I remembered that Jordan didn't really know anything about me but what Anthony has told him. He has the right to know his homeboy got some issues.
"Well it all started with this fucker named Christian."
After I explained everything that has happened from high school leading up to now, Jordan looked like a wreck. Like, he looked like too many emotions were passing through him.
"Are you okay?" I asked.
"Fuck no. This nigga really kidnapped you dawg. Cause what? Yo lil boyfriend told him to stay away? And this Christian dude, you want me to handle that, cause I can make that nigga cry like a lil bitch."
I just started laughing before pausing.
"You good?"
I shook my head no and quickly got up and ran towards the closest trash can and threw up the McDonald's we ate while on our way here.
Jordan was quickly by my side and rubbed my back soothingly until I was done.
"Mama, you ok?"
"Yeah, let me just go freshen up in the bathroom."
After he nodded, I quickly made my way to the bathroom, ignoring all the looks I got from people.
As soon as I was in the bathroom and I made sure no one was in sight, I broke down.
