I conclude this second cold night in January as I lay here in bed on my phone as usual and yet I'm contempt with it. I'm perfectly fine with things right now. Sure there would be some things I would change like always but right now they don't matter because in this split second I'm fine. As the cold wind blows the small flakes of snow I'm in my bed warm.
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its 2 am and I'm doing great without you. Did you know that today while I went to the doctor he seemed astonished by the fact that I didn't have a boyfriend?Did you know some kid ran into a pole while checking me out? You left me for this other person and good for you . We all realized our true colors now didn't we. We made some mistakes . I accept the mistake I made .I let my highly built walls get cracks in them because of you but don't worry that won't happen. I won't let you or anyone else do that until I know its for sure because I thought we were and boy was I wrong. It was the other girl . I overlooked the best friend I was too trusting I never thought this would happen but expect the unexpected huh ?
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lesson#111:I may convince others and I'll try to convince my self but I truely know that I have so much resenment towards you .
On to another day xX
