"are you ready?"asked gemma placing her hand on my lower back and looking at me though the mirror reflection. I slowly nodded my head. She excused her self out to see if everything is ready. Leaving me alone in the room with myself.
I looked at the mirror to see the reflection of the girl standing front of It with her wedding dress on. She don't look happy about the best day of her life. I still remember the day when i asked harry what will happen if they take our engagement till marriage all he said was we will see. But here i am today correct after 5 years. Standing in the dressing room of the church ready to get married to him.just like he aid end of that month harry went for x-factor with his four friends to audition and they all got selected and they were put in a band together now known as one direction . They didn't win but they got so famous and then they started to tour around the world. They became so famous that when you go out of you're house all you can see is teenage girls wearing T-shirts with their names on or hand bags and if u turn on any radio station they are playing there music or on magazines. They were really famous. Actually their music is really good. I have listen to every single one of their songs. As they grew up guys started to look really good looking. Louis is still sassy like before. He is still my friend and so is Niall. I think he is mostly friends with me because when ever he come home i cook for him. In short he just love my food.He became my friend along the way. Liam and Zayn don't speak to me much but Whalen ever they meet me they just hug me and greet me like they have known me forever. They are really nice. Ant then it comes to one and only harry. Who is just breath taking. He grew up to be greek god. His long curly hair heart shaped pink lips and his emerald eyes. In short he is just wow. That day after returning form the park that day just like harry said he announced that we are fine with the engagement but we need to keep it secret because we don't want anyone of our school knowing it except the guys. Then after two weeks he left for x-factor. First our parents did not like the fact that harry leaving me and going for it.then I and harry convinced them saying we won't break our engagement for anything that we will talk to each other every night . Then they agreed and when they saw all the success that harry was getting they were happy about it .Mom and aunt Anne was really happy about it. My mom went to hospital for all her treatments everyday. Every night i spoke to Louis on the phone and i saved his number as harry's so that my mom won't suspect the fact that harry and i ain't speaking to each other. Only first three weeks of x-factor he spoke with me. After that he didn't but i cant show that he was not speaking to me so every night i spoke to Louis calling him Harry's name so Anne and mom will thing i and harry kept our promise. It was always not easy to make them believe that me and harry are fine. Specially when harry is shown every time in news with different girls.we tried to break up when we did it and he started to date Taylor swift. Harry's mom stoped talking to him my mom's condition again became worst then i begged harry again to come back to me so my mom will be happy again and Anne will talk with him again. So we did that. We never speak to each other only when Anne says me to say something to him I call him and say. We kept kept acting like we are in relation with each other for past four years. I only saw him when he came for holidays or the times when he had break. I have not been even for one of his concerts until today. Me and mom still lives in harry's house with his parents. When harry was here i stayed in Gemma's room but when harry became famous and all i moved to harry's room. Then Gemma came back after her studies and now me and Gemma are like sisters . Sometimes i feel like Anne know that me hand harry are faking it because she never bring up about him to me or ask me if me and harry spoke like she use to ask me. Maybe she know that her son is busy with other girls because he is known as the man whore of the band.
Before a year for Anne's birthday harry came home and they had a huge party in their home. That day harry got down on one knee in front of our whole family and his friends and asked me to marry him. All i could do was cry. Everyone thought i was crying out of happiness but no! I was crying for myself. I was helpless i can't say him no because of my mom. I wanted to say no. I wanted to live my life how i want to live it but i can't so all i did was nod my head. Surprisingly after that until today harry haven't been spotted with any girl anywhere except for his fans in concerts. So hear i am in church room standing front of the mirror looking at my self in my wedding dress. I look really pretty today. They dress fit me really nice.
"Let's go out my brother is waiting for you outside" said Gemma breaking me out of my thoughts.
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Never Enough (H.S)
Fiksi Penggemarthis story is about a girl who get forced to marry a fuck boy.who later get end up becoming his sex toy. who is just is used for his own pleasure.
