My minds a mess , I'm lost in a dark forest .
Wandering among the empty woods .
My hearts a wreck , made of stitches .
It's so hard for me to fix this .
My body a damaged canvas , maybe to paint it red would hurt less.
My eyes a dark abyss , that's why I close them when we kiss .
I'm scared you'll see the real me , the one I never show .
I'm scared you'll see the real me , when my sadness starts to grow .
I keep it buried deep inside, because at the age of 12 my soul died .
My life started to fall apart , leaving me to mend my own heart .
If I Love you , I'm scared you'll leave .
Leaving me to fix the pieces .
I wrote my own book of the past , then I lit it on fire .
Maybe if it's all in flames , it'll calm my hearts desire .
The desire not to hurt anymore , the desire to be happy .
Because of all the things I've done , they've all been so saddening .
I think I really love you , I dont know why its happening .
You make the pain fade away , get rid of all the sad things .
Make my demons take care of themselves , ignore all the bad things .
Will you love me when I don't love myself ?
Or will you walk away ?
I've never had someone like you.
So no matter what you see , please just stay .
