Wake , rise , appear , return , bed , sleep , toss , turn .
Mind on , feeling off .
Torn seams , lies broken dreams .
Job loss , new boss .
Mind , feelings , criss - crossed .
Heart hurt , better alone .
Days gone , nights end .
Feeling lost , once again .
Losing every single friend .
Now the thoughts , crowd my head .
Making my body , fill with dread .
Outside alive , inside dead .
Hopes high , heads low .
Didn't expect , you to know .
Now I have , nowhere to go .