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3. "I'm already helplessly in love with you."

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Hey y'all! 

I'm so sorry for not updating in forever, I've had terrible writers' block so I didn't know how to continue! Let's get started! There are going to be a lot of POV changes in this. 

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John's POV

Alex gasped, and I looked up, my face becoming paler as I knew exactly what he was going to say. "I just got all my memories from last night back." Alex looked directly at me and grinned. I quickly got off the couch and ran into the closest room, and closed the door, leaning on it. "What's wrong with John?" I heard Herc ask the Laf, and a soft 'I don't know' whispered back. I could feel my heart pounding as I thought about what happened. 

I heard a knock on the door and I scrambled back. "John, can I come in?" Alex asked. I said nothing and just opened the door. I just stood there and looked at Alex, blushing slightly as he grinned at me. "So..." I ushered him into the room and closed the door as soon as he walked in. 

I closed the door and turned around. Before I knew it Alex had pushed me onto the wall and was kissing me. He linked his arms around my neck. I squeaked but leant into the kiss, moving my hands up to his hair and running them through it. He moaned a little at that and I felt him move his hands onto my hips. Alex bit my lip and I gasped at that, opening my mouth. He took the opportunity to slide his tongue inside and kissed me more. He moved his tongue around and kissed more, taking this opportunity.

I heard myself moan at that and buckle my knees a little, but I still kissed Alex back with as much strength as I could. I felt him move and push me onto the bed, him on top and our chests together as we kissed more. I took out his hair tie and pulled on his hair, getting a moan from him. We kissed more until we had to pull away, to catch our breaths. 

We sat up and I stared at him, then ran out the front door, tears in my eyes. I could feel Herc and Laf's eyes following me out the door.  'He doesn't love you, John' 'He's just feeling pity for you, that's why he kissed you'. I ran onto the campus, and sat down by the closest tree, leaning my back on it and just sobbed. 'You love him so fucking much, but he's just doing it for pity' 'You're an idiot John'. Tears were running down my face as I just stared ahead, engrossed in my own thoughts. 'He's straight, he would never like someone like you'. 

Alex's POV

I smiled at John as we sat up, and saw him start to cry and bolt out the door. I run after him, stopping in the living room. "John, wait!" I just collapse on the floor staring at the door. Laf and Herc run over to me, looking confused. "What happened mon ami?" Laf asked, placing a hand on my shoulder. "I-I don't know..." I sat there staring at the door. I get up and run after John, and I see him sit with his back against a tree. I walk up behind him and placed a hand on his shoulder. "Hey..." I said, and he jumped. 

John's POV (Yes another one I'm sorry I just want you to feel John's pain in this moment XD)

"Hey..." I felt Alex put a hand on my shoulder, and I jumped. I turned to look at him, still crying. He softened in the eyes and hugged me. "Oh John I'm so sorry..." Alex rubbed my back as I cried a little more. "We've only known each other for one day, and I'm already helplessly in love with you." I told him. Alex grabbed me by the shoulders. "Sit on my lap, I want to tell you something." Alex sits down and I sit on his lap, resting my head against his shoulder. 

Alex clears his throat. "Cold in my professions, warm in my friendships, I wish, my Dear Laurens, it might be in my power, by action rather than words, to convince you that I love you." I turned and looked up at him, grinning and with tears in my eyes. "I shall only tell you that 'till you bade us Adieu, I hardly knew the value you had taught my heart to set upon you. Indeed, my friend, it was not well done." He grabbed my chin with his hand, leaning my face closer to his and placing his other hand on my back. "You know the opinion I entertain of mankind, and how much it is my desire to preserve myself free from particular attachments, and to keep my happiness independent on the caprice of others. You should not have taken advantage of my sensibility to steal into my affections without my consent." He leant his face closer to mine, so our noses were just a few inches apart. "But as you have done it and as we are generally indulgent to those we love, I shall not scruple to pardon the fraud you have committed, on condition that for my sake, if not for your own, you will always continue to merit the partiality, which you have so artfully instilled into me." He leant in and kissed me. 

I could feel him place his hands on my waist, and I linked my arms around his neck. He deepened the kiss a little, and I pulled away after a short time, leaning my forehead on his. "I love you a lot, Alexander Hamilton, even though we've only known each other for a day." Alex nodded. "I love you too, Jesus Christ, I'm hopelessly in love with you. I never thought I'd feel this in my life." I placed my head in Alex's neck and we just sat there, hugging, and ended up falling asleep. Little did we know, a certain someone was taking photos at that very moment of everything that happened.