Just Another Emo Love Story

Chapter 12

Blake's P.O.V.

Once in my room I sat down on my bed and watched as Jessica looked around my room.
"Why are you watching me so intently?" Jessica asked out of the blue.
"I don't know." I answered with a shrug of my shoulders. Jessica rolled her eyes and went back to looking at all my posters, CD's, video games, and band sweatshirts.
"Why were you watching me on the bus this morning?" She asked as she picked up my Nirvana sweater.
"What is this? 21 questions?" I said teasingly.
"Yes." Jessica said with a raised brow.
I got up and walked up behind her, I placed my hands on her hips and pulled her back before resting my chin on her shoulder, "Because you looked so innocent this morning when you were watching everyone go about their day." Jessica moved a little bit to look at me her face was getting closer to mine....and then the mood broke when she flicked my nose.
"What makes you so sure that I was watching them go about their day?" She asked.
Rubbing my nose I answered, "Thats what it looked like to me." I let go of Jessica and went and sat back on my bed.
Not too long after Jessica was next only she laid down on my bed.
"Excuse you! This is my bed thank you very much." Well that started it, we were throwing each other off the bed, and shoving each other, kicking each other. It was fun.
A little while later Jessica had her head on my chest and and arm draped over me, while I had my arm under her head and my hand holding onto her shoulder.
"Are you okay?" I asked, I remembered the look on her face when she was talking to Liz, the sad smile, the dried tears that were barely even noticeable.
"Yes, why wouldn't I be?" Jessica said with a smile.
Usually her smile reaches her eyes and makes them shine so bright that you could forget everything around you in a split second...but her eyes looked sad, like they were mourning for something that she can't have, like she lost something important to her and can't get it back.
"You and I both know you're lying to me, so spill it, what's wrong?" I asked and pulled her closer to me.
"It's just-" She started to explain but was interrupted.
"Who's this?! One of your sluts?! Get the fuck out of my house, no wonder Blake looks like this! He's been hanging out with scum like you too much!" My stepmother yelled at Jessica.
"She is not a slut! Nor is she the reason I'm like this." I yelled and looked at Jessica and gave her a sad smile.

Jessica's P.O.V.

"You and I both know you're lying to me, so spill it, what's wrong?" Blake asked as he pulled me closer.
I feel safe like this. It's intoxicating I feel as if nothing can touch me, no pain, no memories, just the feeling of being safe and wanted.
"It's just-" Right as I was about to explain someone from the doorway interrupted me.
"Who's this?! One of your sluts?!" This must be his mother, she turned her gaze from Blake to me, Then back to Blake. "Get the fuck out of my house, no wonder Blake looks like this! He's been hanging out with scum like you too much!" She yelled at me.
I've got to admit, this stung....a lot. Like what did I do? As far as I can see I haven't done anything wrong....did I do something wrong....?
"She is not a slut! Nor is she the reason I'm like this." Blake yelled at his mother, and then he slowly turned his head my way and looked at me before giving me a sad smile.
I grabbed his hand before pulling him off the bed with me.
"Well since I'm a slut....I'm gonna take him cause I'm not done with him yet, I haven't even gotten to the dirty deeds yet before your lame ass walked in. Talk about rude." I flipped my hair to the side and watched as her face turned red.
"That's kidnapping! And rape!" She yelled.
"Actually, it's not kidnaping if he comes with me on his own accord, and it's not rape if you like it." I winked at her, and moved closer to Blake who was looking at me like I'm seriously messed up. "What?" I whispered in his ear.
"She's gonna blow up soon, so either we take our leave now....or we're screwed." He whispered back.
I nodded my head.
"You brainwashed him didn't you?" His mother sneered at me.
"Nope. It's called being a decent human being, you should try it sometime. You might be amazed on what being a decent person brings you." I said as I walked with Blake out of his room and down the hallway.
Once I reached the staircase though....his mother pushed me, I tumbled down the stairs and it shot pain through every bit of my body.
"Jessica!" Blake and Liz yelled.
When did Liz wake up? Before I knew it I had Liz and Blake by my side while their mother stared down at me with an evil grin.
"That's just a warning sweetheart." She said.
"Well that was a pretty shitty thing you did, aye? Cause now I can take Liz too, thank you for waking her up." I looked at Liz. "Do you want to come with me?" I asked her.
"Mhmm" Liz said and grabbed ahold of my hand.
"Blake?" I asked.
"No I think I'll stay here with the witch of the wicked west." He said sarcastically. "I'm obviously going, where ever Liz goes, I go."
"I'll be back to grab some clothes for Liz, once you learn to actially be a mom, you can have Liz back." I said before picking Liz up and walking out of the house with Blake right behind me.
I didn't even think of what Joe might say if I come home with two kids....fuck it, I'll just have to risk it, he is not putting them back with her, not in a million years.
I walked into the house with Liz and Blake, I quietly listened to all the noises in the house, there isnt anyone home yet. Good.
"Liz come with me please." I said with a smile.
Liz nodded once and grabbed my hand.
"Okay, are you comfortable sleeping in a room right across the hall from me?" I asked.
"Yeahuh." She answered.
"Okay." I took her to the room across from mine and turned the light on, walking to the lamp beside her bed and turned it on before heading back to the door and turning out the light.
"Jessica...?" Liz said.
"Yes?" I asked.
"Can you sing to me?" She asked giving me her puppy dog eyes.
"Okay." I said.

Once I was sure she was sleeping I turned out the lamp, and headed back into the hallway and quietly shut the door.
"You have a beautiful voice." Someone said from behind me and I squeaked.
"What the hell Blake!?" I whisper yelled.
"What?" He asked.
"You scared the fuck out of me." I whisper yelled at him.
"Oh?" He asked and wiggled his eyebrows at me.
"Keep dreaming." I said.
"Well if I remember correctly, you only took me with you because you didn't get to the dirty deeds yet, so why don't we start?" He teased.
Rolling my eyes I went into my room with Blake following me.
"Holy fuck...this is your room?" He asked.
"Yea, its huge ain't it?" I asked.
"No kidding." He said still looking around.
"I'll be right back, I have to go get changed, I'll look for some clothes for you after, okay?" I said.
"Yea sounds good." He said as he checked out my closet.
"Stay out of my underwear drawer." I said.
"But thats where the cute fun stuff is." He pouted.
I rolled my eyes and went into the bathroom to change out of my clothes and into my PJ's, I brushed my teeth, flossed, and washed the make up off my face before washing my face a second time.
I went out the other side of the bathroom to check on Liz, she's still asleep and still adorable as ever.
Walking back into the bathroom I left this door to her room open and went back into my room and closed my side of the bathroom.
Blake was laying on my bed staring at the ceiling.
"The ceiling is pretty cute isn't it?" I teased.
He jumped and looked at me, "I was just thinking." he said back.
"Oh?" I asked.
"Yea..." He replied.
"About what?" I asked.
"About you." He said.
"What about me?" I asked confused.
"What it would be like to see you without anything on." He said in a serious tone.
I pointed to the door. "Out. Now." I said.
"I was just kidding Jessica, you should know this by now." He laughed.
"......oh...." I said.
"Yea." He said.
I went and started to brush my hair out.
"Jess?" He asked.
"Yes?"
"Can I...uhhh...ask you something...?" He asked.
"Yea." I answered.
"When we were back at my house....why did you only say "When you learn to be a good mother you can have Liz back" when I was there too?" He asked and looked at me through my mirror.
"You're old enough to make your own decisions,  if you wanted to go back right now....I wouldn't be too pleased, mainly because that means I got pushed down a flight of stairs for nothing, but also because I dont know how you would want to be there at all, and with Liz....your mother could call the police right now and have me charged with kidnapping, so I kinda have to give her back sooner rather than later, cause I promise you she is probably brushing up on some criminal offenses; I got off point....Anyway if you didn't want to go back you don't have to, she can't control you that much anymore." I answered.
"Well that makes sense." He said. "But where ever Liz goes I go, so if she goes back....so do I."
"Okay." I said.
"Okay." He said back.
And before I new it he was sleeping. I crawled into bed next to him and pulled the blanket up and over him so he doesn't get cold. As I laid there I thought about my mother and what she would be doing right now if she were the one to see this.
She would probanly adopt them because that's the type of woman she is, the type of woman that is adored by many, friends, family, ex-husband, new husband, nurses, doctors....everyone she comes in contact with adores her to pieces.
I felt a pair of arms wrap around my waist and and a chin on my shoulder.
"No need to cry Jessica, whatever is bothering you, can wait till tomorrow." Blake whispered in my ear, I nodded and smiled before passing out in Blakes safe arms.
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A/N- Sorry guys, I know it took awhile I've been busy and going through some things of my own, got withdrawn from school again because I wasn't attending any of my classes. *shrugs* just means my mom will be faster to move out of this town and to the next.
Anyway, enough of me. How has everyone been? Do you have any plans for the Christmas holidays?
Hows the book so far?