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p e o p l e

i like people. i never understood people, but still they made sense in some twisted way. after 11:09, people didn't. their eyes became their mouths and their mouths became far too big for their faces.
go back to normal.
their spines became too big for their bodies. the one thing i was certain of is that their spines would inevitably break through in time. a curiosity bigger than their spines makes me wonder how long. how long until my spine broke through?
go back to normal.
11:09pm
just two minutes
one, then another.
the first minute is longer than the second.
the first minute keeps me.
let me go
it lasts longer that it should, than it did.
that time, it was there and then it was not.
this time it drags on.
10 minutes ago, i did not want to go back to that time. now it seems a lot better. i could stop it.
but it's all over now, and i'm back. do i prefer it here? did i really go?
11:11pm
'i wish for the people to come back from 11:09'
go back to normal.
but i didn't want that.

theywillnotcomeback/thisisyourownfault