I was sitting in my room thinking about what the future hold for me and my child.I want to be strong for him or her but I am still weak and I am still broken.
My dreams, my ambitions and everything are gone now.
I wanted to be a writer but now I don't think I can.
I laughed bitterly.
I don't even know if will make it out of the surgery room alive.
I walked to the window and saw the snow falling softly.
The small beautiful designs it had always amazed me.
All of them are so different from each other yet all are so beautiful.
I put my hand at the glass of window.
Its cold made my skin numb for a second and for some reason I really liked it.
Being numb huh... that would be so good.
But I know what warmth feels like and if I compare the both being with warmth seems more sensible but the warmth can also burn you and leave marks on your soul whereas the cold numb you.
For me cold was never ideal but its effect I like it now.
I was pulled out of the thoughts when I felt a sharp pain felt between my legs.
I cried a loud scream of pain and my body started to fall down.
The pain was too much.
Before I hit the floor though two cold arms wrapped around me and saved me from the fall.
Tanya. I though.
In a second everyone came into the room except Laurent and Irina as they had gone hunting.
I knew now is the time for the birth.
I was in too much pain.
It seems like my inside were ripping. It was too much.
I thought I was prepared for this but I understand now nothing can make me prepare for this.
Everything was blur I couldn't understand anything.
My brain has stopped working it seems.
Tears dwelled in my eyes as I screamed in pain again.
I heard someone calling my name.
I have heard that voice somewhere but I pinpoint where or who it was.
"Bella can you hear me?" I heard the same voice say it again.
Tanya?
My mind started to clear up a little.
''Bella I need you to push hard on 3". I heard Eleazar's voice.
I wanted to say something but it seems like every time I try to say something I end up screaming.
"Okay, 1...2...3...Push."
I pushed as hard as I could. My body was weak, too weak.
"Bella, one more time." I heard Eleazar saying. I pushed again.
"Bella sweetie, look at me. You are doing great okay. Just a little more Bella, please bear a little more."
"Bella. One more time." He said.
By this time every tip of my body hurt. It hurt so much.
My stomach was killing me. I had no energy left.
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