Raped by my stepfather

Its was only the begining

That no one is listening.Like all the happiness has been sucked from their very being..Later that night me my mum went out for dinner. I couldn't sit in peace because I was so sore. My mum put it down to the excitement.I was scared and wanted so much to tell someone but at 12 years old what was I to say, "my step dad raped me" wasn't exactly a great conversation topic at a family.7 weeks past by without saying a word to my family. I thought it was over but it was the beginning.I had spoken too soon, it started again every time my mum went to work,bathroom my mum's room anywhere he could get me, sometimes even through the night if my mum was working a night shift, it got to the point it was happening 3 to 4 times a day.The relationship soon came to an end because there was too much pressure. My mum didn't know what had gone wrong but she knew it was time to say goodbye.One day I was drunk at my friend's house and we told each other all our secrets, I told her that my step dad raped me all those years ago. She swore not to tell anyone.She told them I had been raped.She told them everything about me.