Chapter Twelve
Monday, 10:13
Dylan's words kept haunting me. I didn't understand them at all. Was he like a sidekick, could he seen the future or something? Ideas were circling around in my head, ideas that seemed impossible, but tempting all in the same.
I was in the middle of second period, we weren't doing anything so I was just jogging down notes in my notepad. I was trying to put pieces together and trying to figure why Dylan was acting so weird.
"Hey K." Luke greeted, he hopped up on the empty desk in front of me and set his feet on the chair behind it.
"Hi L." I replied, I looked up at him and gave him a friendly smile, but quickly diverted my attention back on the paper.
"What'cha doin'?" He asked hesitantly, I looked up to see he was trying to peek at it, but I quickly closed the book and put it off to the side with all my other stuff.
"... nothing." I said, I really wanted to keep what I experienced with my brother a secret.
"Okay..." He said slowly and awkwardly.
"So what's up?" I said, trying to change the subject.
"Nothing, I'm tired of reading! I want school to be over already, I want to have some college fun!" He complained, to be honest I didn't really known if I wanted to go to college. I want to be free, I don't want to be stuck in school all my life.
"Haha, I don't even know if I want to go to college." I told him truthfully. His face was soon emitted with shock.
"What, why!? Those are going to be the best days of your life! Do you want to look back on your life and say 'I wish I had done more with it'? Because I wouldn't!" He scolded me, we got a couple of glances from his outburst, even the teacher looked at us, but Mrs.T was cool, she didn't even care.
"OK fine I will try." I told him, his stern look softened.
"OK as long you try." He said proudly, proud because he was able to get me try college. I still wasn't for sure though.
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I got my lunch tray, and sat down next to Harry, who sat across from Henry and Marcus. They were all looking in the same direction, glaring. I looked over as well, only to see Carolina rubbing all over another guy.
Eww, boo you whore!
"Harry, just ignore her. She's trying to make you jealous, just make it look like you got over her, just as much as she apparently got over you." I told him, I grabbed a piece of broccoli off my plate and took a bite off the end.
"But I'm not over her yet." He mumbled sadly, I felt really bad for him, and I kind of felt bad for Carolina, she doesn't know what a great guy that she left, because she was jealous.
"I know, but don't make her think that, it's called acting." I said, he was now facing me and not her.
"Well it's really hard to get over someone that you loved, but turns out not loving you back... even if it's acting or not." His words made my heart sink. I remember saying that exact same thing to my old group of friends.
I fell in love with a guy once. I told him I did, he told me he loved me back, but it was so uncertain I should have noticed something fishy, but I blinded by lies. I found out later that week me and my friends went out to the pub like usual, but we ended up finding something... well unusual there. I found him in the corner snogging with another girl.
"I know how you feel Harry, it's OK." I whispered to him where he could only hear, when the rest of the guys were laughing about something Missy said. He looked at me with a shocked face, and all I did was shrug, and turned to everyone else to try and figure out what they were talking about. I could fell Harry's gaze still on me, but then left.
I couldn't stop thinking of that image of my ex that I loved making out with one of my friends, well my old friends. I could only imagine how Harry's feeling, having to watch Carolina rub all over another guy and not be able to do anything about it. The poor lad.
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