insanity

scared

"Ashton, didn't anyone ever tell you  not to scream?" he looked down at me and i was confused. Doctor Phelps slapped me across the face and i screamed. "Ashton! stop screaming!" he said and slapped me again. "someone could hear." i shook my head and said "i'm not Ashton. i don't even know you." he looked at me and grabbed my face harshly. he pulled me up by my jaw and looked me in the eyes. "you're a.... this can't be...." he looked at me in horror and threw me into the wall and everything went black.

i woke up  screaming. someone burst through the door and sat on my bed. i was pulled into genlte arms and i shook vilolently. "shh." the girl said and i opened my eyes to see it was Bea. she pulled away and said "are you okay?" she pushed the hair out of my eyes and i nodded.i looked around the room and the chain and blood started fading. everyone was at my door. Kat was laughing and Cale was irritated. Adam looked at me in a way i couldn't read. that boy has got some nice ab's. Daniel pushed through and said "are you okay?" Lucas walked up and looked at Ashtons bed. "did Ashton go for a walk again?" he said irritated. everyone looked at me and i shrugged. "Ashton..." i said and got up. i realized i was just in some small shorts that showed a little of the butt i didn't have. (i have a really small butt) and a white tank top that showed off my bra. everyone looked at me and Kat and Kyla laughed. i walked over and got a lardge sweater that came to my knee's and slipped it on. i wrapped it around my body and pushed past the people. "Lacy-" Effie said and i said "okay. i know i sound crazy... well. crazier than ussual. never mind. Ashton's with Doctor Phelps." "Lacy, how would you-" "i don't know okay? i just know it. just don't ask." Effie nodded and said "i'm going to go get ashton. i knw where she is. everyone stay in the house and don't go to your rooms. stay in the main room." she said and walked down the long flight of stairs.

we heard the door open and close and we walked to the main room. Bea had an arm around my shoulder and we sat on one of the couches. Lucas and Daniel sat with us and Cale, Kyla, Kat, and Adam sat on the other one. "why did you scream?" Kat asked. it wasn't rude or snarky. it was a genuine question. "i had a bad dream." i said back. "well, naw duh. what was it about?" "why do you want to know?" i  asked. "look, i'm not always going to be a dumb bitch. i really need to know." "why do you need to-"

the glass door in the back slammed open. it was raining and lightning out side. i went to go see what happened, as did Adam. we just looked at eachother with this weird look. it was hard to explain. we both walked over to the door and i tripped on something. i fell and hit my face. my nose started bleeding and Adam helped me  up. he walked me over to the Kitchen and as we walked past the dinning room, we saw Ashton sitting there with mud in her hair and drenched in water.

we ran over and my hand was covered in blood. i helped pick Ashton and she pushed me away. "get away!" she said to me and Adam pulled her into the living room. we sat her on the couch and Adam whispered "come on." i nodded and got up with him. i held my nose and we walked into the Kitchen. there was silence for a minute as he searched for something. "are you and Kyla a thing?" i asked and jumped on the counter. "uh.. she likes to think so." he said i reply. "so you don't like her?" "no. i just don't like-like her." "oh." he found what he needed and walked over to me. he wet a cloth and cleaned up the blood around my mouth and nose. "any damage?" i asked. "no. just probobly broke a blood vesle." "oh." he was pretty tall. i was okay. i mean, at 13 and being 5'2 was pretty okay. but he was like... 5'10 or something. "what was your dream about?" "nothi-" he looked me dead in the eys and said "Lacy, this is imoprtant. what was your dream about?" his was really close. he was kinds intimidating. "umm... i was at this.... warehouse?maybe.... Doctor Phelps was there. he was hitting me. like beating. and he kept calling me Ashton. and then i said i wasn't Ashton, he grabbed me and kept saying stuff like 'it can't be... you're a..." and then he threw me into a wall. and i woke up." Adam looked at me and said "oh..." he cleaned up the rest of the blood as someone bardged through the door. Ashton looked at me and said "Adam. leave." she had a mad look in her eyes and Adam said "Ashton, she doesnt-" "how come your now talking so much now that she's here?! you would always lock yourself in your room or hide out in the library! you had the chance to talk for the past 2 years. now she's here. leave." Adam slowly backed away from me and walked up to her. she was tall, but not as tall as him. i over heard him say "she doesn't know." he walked out the door and Ashton turned her attention back to me. "who are you?" "what?" "why are you here?" "Ashton-" "no! i woke up in someone elses bed 40 minutes ago and then i was back to him. i had 20 minutes to figure this out. i was in your bed. i was in our room. my body was gone. i was in your body. who. are. you." she walked up and grabbed a water. "Ashton, i don't know-" "Lacy, yes you do! this isn't the first time it happened! or you wouldn't be here!" she was right. this had happened many times before. "Aston!" Effie screamed and ran through the door. she wraped Ashton in a hug and said "Ashton.." she looked at me and said "Lacy, i need to see you in my office. immidietly." i nodded and Effie let go of Ashton and i followed her out a door on the oposite side of the kitchen.