"You're promises is like a knife,
it wrecks my heart,
leaves it broken and bloody with pain,"- Tootie024 (My original)
6 Months later i was able to get some gift with th freaking admirer hahaha he'sgiving me flowers chocolate and whrn i don't feel good medicines i'm really amaze with that admirer like he has an radar he know where i am , what imdoing , who's with meand sometimesmy feelings hahaha stalker i have a great feeling that its drae but no he can't be
well let me tell you guys why i'm freaking eomotional on Dibie' s Bday party
ㅡflashback almost 4 years Ago_,
"Hi Debie" drae , ok he knows my cousin Debie and Debie just smile.
" hey ! How'd you know her?" Me then Drei don't answer me after i never talk about it but drae seems to care so much for Debie and i was just "ok" "really" and ect ,
another flash back 3 years Ago
"Drae i'm on a basketball game of the Agustinian's warriors " me while talking to drae on phone
"I'll be there , in a minute" him and end the call...
It's August 21, yey tomorrow is my 16th birthday whooooo i was thinking of things may happened tomorrow when Drae came and he knows that tomorrow is my birthday.
"tomorrow is your birthday right?" him
"yeah" me and he just nodded
the rest of the day is enjoyable cause i'm with my best friend Sandrae Mcniel.....
August 22...
we have a school fair on where i see Drae with his classmate he seems so happy hmmmm it's my birthday and almost all of the people who knows its my birthday greeted me but my bestfriend don't and he don't even talk to me eyed me, i felt so heavy but i'm not a negative person so maybe he's just planning for a surprise hahahahaha got him he's not that smart huh lol.
"Ash"
walter with a gift in his hand
"yes?" me then he smile
"Happy Birthday" him and he give me a gift i opened it immediately and it's a Mug with minions design hahaha he knows i'm inlove with minions hahaha
after that i go to the classroom i checked my phone and there's a message
unknown: Go to the Math Garden,
in no time i go there though i don't know who texted me but there's only one person came into my mind Sandrae... but i'm a bit disappointed when i don't find him there my phone have a message 3 messages
unknown: Walk through the bushes near you and find the box there
unknown: Happy birthday Ash...
Debie: Couz where are you ?
i don't mind Debbie's msg i mind more is the one i do the instruction and found a box i opened it and its a bracelet simple but elegant wow and a red rose beside it with a note
Don't try to find me at the Garden i can see you but you cannot see me......
Happy birthday Ash...
i texted the number and tries to call it but its already
unattended i look around i saw Rusty West and Joemel Standford playing guitar so i decided to go to them.
"hi" me then they look at me and smile
"what's that Ash?" Rusty pointing at the box
"Gift given by a friend" me
"Gift? why?" Joemel isn't it obvious lol as if he know lol,
"its my birthday" me then they laugh
"happy birthday then" Joemel
"yeah happy birthday" Rusty after that we talk and laugh they even trying to get the box to see what's inside but they failed
They treat me I mean joemel only haha Rusty is a kind of "I have no money" person lol but he's definitely a good person and buy me a simple balloon and wrote my name using pen hahaha they make my day but Drae don't showed up to say happy birthday actually I just saw him so happy with Anneilea Corpuz well who am I to be remembered right I am nothing ...
After that until at the present we don't talk anymore and the reason is still unknown...
The reason why I hated Debie so much now because she's the only person knows
I FELL IN LOVE WITH DRAE...
IM IN LOVE WITH SANDRAE MACNIEL
I FELL IN LOVE WITH MY BEST FRIEND...
Debie knows that , she really do , it was just it cause too much pain to know that Debie and Drae is now in relationship...
I dunno if Debie is just making fun or she really want to see me wreak, but what have I done?, she got everything, and she knows that until now I still suffer and depressed with Sandrae, how could she do that? , she knows that I cried for him every night , she knows that, I treated her like a sister, I trusted her so much, she knows that I'm still in love with Sandrae...
I'm so disapointed on her.
"Yow ash why you cryin?" George , ow sh*t why do I need to cry when I remember that freakin Drae
"Ammm nothing hahaha" I wipe my tears "I just Got carried away by this f*c#ing song on the radio hahaha" me then he laugh
"I'm sometimes like that" him then we Got serious until a guess entered
"Good evening Sir, how may I help you" me without looking at the guess cause I'm setting up my list but the guess don't speak so I repeat my question but this time I look at him "sir how may I h-" I stock in a minutes but I fight my feelings cause I'm at work so I finished my sentence "help you sir?" Me I bent my head
" ammmm yeah I'm Checking in for one day " him I tried to calm my self
"OK sir , may I have your full name sir?" Me f*ck! speak fast
"SANDRAE MCNIEL" him I feel the pain my tears are about to fall but Im trying to be calm I'm at work
" OK then Sir amm your the only one or with someone?" Me smiling but I felt heat like my eyes were burning
"I'm with my Girl friend so its a two rooms but hopefully just beside mine" him ouch you don't have to say girlfriend packer freak
" OK then sir here's your room keys" me then give him the key he just nodded and stay on where he is but freak can he just go away now I felt the heaviness in my eyes and in my heart
"Sir is there anything we can help you" George hopefully he don't see me depressed and about to cry
" no I'm just waiting for my girlfriend " freak sandrae a tears falls but I tried to wipe it so fast until I saw a girl yeah its debie she looks at me and smile
" Ash ?!" Her I pretend that I don't hear her so she repeat "ash !? Ashtone Jade?!" Her I look at her with no emotions and answer her
"Yes ? How may I help you ma'am? " me formally she laugh as if I given her a permission duh I need to make an excuse "George I need to go to the bathroom" and I go to the bathroom
"I hate her!!!!!!" Thats what's my mind keep on shouting
How could she do that....
