" I maybe strong in your eyes, but can you look into my eyes, and see me torn" tootie024
God know's the pain that I'm in right now, I hated my self for falling in love with Drae there's a lot of men there Gosh, in the middle of my emotions I saw my necklace and as I wear this I give a promise to Joemel so I smile wiping my tears and drying my eyes inhale , exhale though im to weak to stand , I still stand calming my self and gain confidence I hold the door knob and open the door I wear a big smile and Joemel is all I wanna think to remove Drae and his bad vibes to me I'm just remembering Joemel and our night a new friendship bloom I feel relief but a bit of ache knowing I can't be with him he's in the U.S
"Hey! Crazy ! You all right?" George the freak
"Yeah, what? Why?" Me he laugh , the freak why
"Are you in love?" Him the f#ck
"Yeah! But I wish I'm not" me then my smiles fades I remember Draw
"Ow sorry Ash where is your smiles?" Him then I just smile a fake one ...
My shift will end and jadiel and Jordan are already there when Debie go there and ask for me I'm sitting at the floor arranging some papers when I heard her but I heard jadiel
" I'm looking for the front person Ashtone Jade Cruz" Debie I know it was her I know her,
" well ma'am if you have any concern about the facilities or anything in the hotel well me , them are also a front person, how can we help you?" Jadiel I know at this moment the eye brows of Debie is starting to raise
"I'm not asking for anyone just Ashtone" her with irritating voice haha
"Ma'am we have a policy here that if you like to interact or something beyond concerns in the hotel or service in the hotel it may be after the shift of the employee " jadiel hahahahaha I can smell the smoke from Debie's nose hahahaha
" well!" Debie , " when does her shift will end?"
"Ma'am that's out of my knowledge anymore if you really know her for asking Her for a private talk then you can text her for now she's arranging some important papers " jadiel hahahaha I heard Debie going away hahahaha
"Girl! Who's that bitch?" Jadiel
"She's my cousin" me then I smiled
"Ow, sorry for calling her bitch" jadiel.
" but I think she deserved it" Jordan
"Yeah I smell her bitchy perfume" George
"Hey , consider the feelings of Ash dumb4$$" Jadiel
" hahaha she is like itchy bitchy spider hahahaha " me then they all laugh I know its not good but still she's a bitch
On my way home I saw Drae on the lobby at that moment I turn around to avoid him but I don't know he'll be that fast to grab my hands and freak I feel some electricity running into my veins and some butterflies in my stomach so I look at him though I know I have this very red face
" yes?" I confidently ask then he smiles
"After all this years you still having that rossy face hahaha but you look good though you gain fat hahaha" him f*ck Drae don't let me have a false hope again I been through too much pain
" so I don't care " me then he let go of my hands that makes me feel a bit disappointed not just a bit but huge , he get serious oh Gosh why he need to be that handsome
" amm OK , sorry amm Jadey!" He pause I feel like I'm going to die for so long ago I missed his voice calling me jadey oh Gosh
" do you see Debie? She said she misses you so much and want to talk to you so she's going to your place " him f*ck I thought, I hate the both of you geez
"No! I need to go" I turn around and start to walk away until I reach the main door and go out ... I hate them so much...
I pause a bit and start to walk and saw Cedric haha I remember him freak but I don't care
" hey! " he shouted
" why?" Me he walk near me and Drae go outside start and holds me
"Jadey!" Drae what's with this freaking men
" what let me go Drae I need to go home early " me but he just looking to Cedric while his hand getting tighter " let me go ouch!" Me then Cedric push him so he let go of my hands
"Who do you think you are to her ?" Drae freak what's going on in this sh*ts mind
"I'm her boy friend and now my turn to ask you WHO YOU THINK YOU ARE TO HER?" Cedric freak freak just freak what he say? Its freaking me out,
"The f*ck I care if you're her bf" Drae "I care about my gf who look for her about an hour ago but still can't find her" ouch Drae just ouch but freak yeah Debie still my cousin the fudge where is she I texted Jadiel
Me: Yow! Monster you see my cousin?
Fretty: yow! Monster , no, Its Jadiel
Me: you sure?
Fretty: Fine! Fine! I saw her in the Latino Cafe just now cause its my break go there and see what she doing.
Me: Thanks monster
I told Drae about it and we should go there but Cedric insisted that he will come with me f*ck him
"Drae!!! Drae!!!" Me when I saw drae going out in Latino Cafe he look so disappointed
"Hey dude!!!" Cedric, he look at us and pulled Cedric
"I was wrong , I choose the wrong person, you're with the right one so take care of her don't let her cry or I'll kill you" Drae freak I feel my whole face getting red the freak what he just say?
"Jadey! I'm sorry" Drae then he left wait wait I don't get it freak I look at Cedric and he was just looking at me I hate this man
" clean up your mess I hate you" me he go near me
"What did I do?" Him and I look at him straight in the eyes
"You freak youre not my boy friend I hate you" me then I go inside the Latino Cafe to know what's Going on
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