"I'm completely torn, can't you just fix it?" Tootie024
Guys yesterday is full of freaking revelations I was shock after all this year I never thought she will do that freak let me tell you what happened guys
Flash back
I go inside the Latino cafe but its a big Cafe so I need to walk around to see Debie but I don't see her I'm walking to guard station when I saw the private room for meetings and big persons my curiosity trigger and I look at the space where curtains can't hide inside I was shock seeing a boy is hugging Debie from her back they look so happy
Guys the fudge what you think of that?
I go out and still see Cedric waiting for me he opened the door of his car in the passenger seat
" I'm not coming with you " me then he laugh
" I know the real story Ashtone " him what true story " I know you wanna know "
I have no choice but to come with him and we stop at Espresso
"What?" Me he laugh " f*ck what? "
"Chill honey" him I'm not his honey " we are going to have a nepwe , Debie is pregnant haha nice work of Steve"
"What? Drae and Debie is going to be a parents" me then he laugh
"Sandrae is boring hahaha that's what Debie says he don't want to f*ck" him of course Drae is good
"F*ck what? Of course I know Sandrae he have a big respect to women, the heck Debie will never be that wild you must be kidding me Cedric" me then he laugh
"If you can't , she can, hahaha" Cedric
"You bastard take back what you said" me then he stop laughing and stared to me like he will eat me
"Yah I know I'm a bastard, but I will never lie" him then look away ,
"I gotta go" me I stand up and start move but he holds me
"Don't leave me please" him I forced to let his hands go
"No!" Me and I go out and go home .
I just couldn't believe that Debie will do that oh my gosh, how could she ever did this she just turn 18 oh my, she will going to be a mother and I don't know of auntie and uncle will ever accept it that's a shame.
My phone ring
Cp: hello
Me:hello who is this?
Cp: jadey its Sandrae
Me:what you want?
Cp: why you're so hard to me?
Me:ask your self not me
Cp: Because I didn't kept my promise?
Me:No , because you suddenly change and act like you don't know me, I thought were bestfriends but what did you do?
Cp: if you just know.
Me: then tell me so I know
Cp: I fell in love with you but I know it will just ruin our friendship you know what I hate that Joemel he's always there when I'm not with you I'm jelous, I go away because I'm afraid you'll just hate me when you know I love you. On your birthday back on high school I saw you so happy with Joemel I was hurt. And I get even hurt knowing that you're going far away in college.
Me: you are Coward.
Cp: I know, and I regret it
Me: I hate you.
Cp: I love you.
I end the call I don't know what to feel do I'm going to hate him or still loving him but until now he's Debie's property
End of flash back...
4pm
Gosh when did this traffic will end I need to go at the hotel exact 4:30 geez move move move
4:29 pm
Finally hahaha biometrics here I come whoooooooo
I go to my area and saw George
"Yow! Why you look so Frustrated" me he look at me and hugged me "What?"
"I will miss you" him what? Why?
"Why? Am I fired?" Me then he look at me
"Stupid, my application in U.S is now approved" him ohhhhh
"Hahaha you must be happy" me then a tear fell " I'm gonna miss you" me he just hugged me until his phone ring
Cp: Tomorrow interview of Ashtone Jade Cruz... Exactly 8:30" am
"Ash read it whoooo give your very best my dear I need a friend with me" George don't know what to feel but I'm happy its the start of my light
Everything Goes well at that day but 1 am I saw Sandrae outside
"Hey! Jadey!" Him
"What?" Me then he smiles
"I'll drive you home ,seems your boyfriend is not here to assure you are safe" him freak
"Cedric is not my boyfriend" me and the smile on his face get wider
"then I can court you?" Him i feel like my worms are dancing in my stomach as I heated those words I long to hear
"I I'm sorry" me he frowned but smiles again, sorry for I know these time is not the last time for our love, It is not now or never, its between Love and career, if me and him are really destined to be lovers , to be husband and wife, destiny will surely make a way but for now I'm too young to loose this opportunity.
"Hey! Don't feel sorry Jadey no matter what I'm still your Best friend right? Yah know I love you and I'm willing to wait, and if there is someone living and occupying the whole space of your heart, well I'm still here even not as lover but a bestfriend" him I feel weak on his word and a tears fall I don't know , I don't know but I feel like I need to hug him, for a long time I missed hugging this guy hahaha Sandrae my Sandrae
"Bestfriend ? I missed that!" Me then I wipped my tears "I thought I will never ever gonna hear that from you" me then he smiles "I thought I will hate that word for the rest of my life" I feel relieve with these confessions "but now you are here hahaha I love you Drae" he smile even more wider
"Love me?" Him he laugh
"Freak Drae don't be so malicious, of course as my bestfriend" me then we laugh he drive me home but we didn't go directly into my house but on the place where our memories made we sit on one of the bench
"Remember this place?" Him
"Of course" me then he looks at me
"If God don't destine us as a lovers, well one thing I really wanted to wish that you'll be my bestfriend until my last breath" him I smile and hugged him
"That's what I'm praying too" me yah I don't want this night to stop
"Hey Jadey what is your Greatest dream?" Him
"Travel around the univers" me he laugh
"Stupid, that was so impossible Jadey" him this freak called me stupid
"You Dumb*$$, you are the one who is stupid , idiot" me hahaha that what we are we cursed each other hahaha "of course I know that's so impossible, let me finish first idiot, but since traveling the univers is so impossible then, its traveling around the world" me then he stop laughing
"That's frigin dream of the riches not for you hahaha" him I just look at him
"That's why I'm going to work hard so traveling around the world a hundred times is just cheap" me he clapped
"Well I'll be with you haha no matter what hahha" him and I just stared at him....
