Its been a couple days and I haven't talked to Colson yet. I want to call him but I don't think he would answer, i deserve this. He never cheated and i just ruined the best relationship I've ever had. I couldn't get him out of my mind. I really fucked up this time.
It was late at night, I was just about to go to sleep when I heard my door slam. It made me jump, I was nervous not knowing who was here. I grabbed a bat and I walked down the steps slowly, trying not to make any noise. I seen a shadow but I couldn't quite see who it was. It was silent until the strange figure spoke "Camila." the voice said softly. I knew I recognized it. Colson. I sighed dropping the bat. "You scared the hell out of me!" part of me was glad he was here. "I'm sorry I didn't mean to." he sounded hurt. Maybe even broken. "what are you doing here?" I asked. He looked down at his fingers "well. Here's the thing." he paused. "Camila I can't stop thinking I let us go to easily. You're in my head 24/7 and it kills me not being able to kiss you. To touch you. I miss it, I miss you. I want us back, I want the girl who I know I can call at 3am and you'll answer. I want the good and the bad, I want everything that comes with you. I'm willing to fight. Please." I was speechless even after everything I said he's still here. I didn't answer quickly enough, he was waiting very impatiently. Before I knew it his lips were on mine. At that moment I didn't care about anything else, I just wanted him and I wanted him so fucking bad.
The next morning I turned to see him laying next to me, I couldn't help but grin. He opened his eyes and smiled at me. Then he spoke in his what I think is hot morning voice. "Good Morning beautiful." he wrapped his free arm around my waist. I smiled, this moment was perfect. He was right we can't let go of this to easily. I think I'm falling in love.
