Truth Or Dare

the truth

i woke up with a voice mail being recorded, it was my mother

hey jungkook, it's your mom, just wanted to let you know that i'll be here longer and that i love you, i hope you have a good day today, and i will be there soon..

i picked the phone up before she could hang up

"mom how could you? i thought you said two months, i don't ever want you to tell me again that you love me, you can't  possibly love me because if you did you'd actually want to come see me and not be at work all your life, you should understand that i'd actually want to see my own mother, i hate you!" i said as i hung up the phone

i got ready for school, again i didn't care today so i wore a loose white long sleeved shirt with a pair of grey sweat pants with my black shoes and i just fluffed my hair and walked out to catch the bus.

*on the bus*

"jungkook, come here" yoongi said

i walked over to him and looked at him as he let me in the seat "what do you want yoongi?" i said

"well i wanted to ask how much you drank last night" he said while the others stared at me

"jungkook you drink?" namjoon said

"oh my i didn't know you did, yoongi what do you mean?" jimin said

"i mean that he was at the club last night and he drunk a lot, then i walked home with him, and he drank even more" yoongi stated

"oh are you having an intervention? because if so i don't want to listen to what you have to say, if i want to drink i'm going to drink" i said and got up to move seats

*skip to break time*

i started walking upstairs to the roof when yoongi stopped me, he just stood there at first but then he pushed me hard against the wall and yelled at me

"JUST BECAUSE I DON'T LOVE YOU DOESN'T MEAN YOU CAN JUST GO AND SAY THINGS ABOUT MY BOYFRIEND, YOU HAVE NO RIGHT!!" he shouted at me holding me against the wall

"when did i say anything? tell me what i said" i said calmly

he pulled away and he started to walk away, that's when i seen kieoa stare at me and smirk, i'm officially done..

*skip to home*

i am so done with all of this, i have nothing anymore, this is so dumb, i walked upstairs and pulled out a razor, old habits to fix new problems... i cut, a lot, it bled that's okay, the only emotion i have now is pain, numb, i cut until i was numb, i'm finished, old scars, new scars, nothing is getting better, i want to go back, no matter what happens to me, whatever... i soon took a shower and went to bed

*morning time*

i woke up with a pain on my wrists, blood everywhere, ugh i started to clean up throwing away the old sheets and putting new ones on, i cleaned myself up in the shower and put on some white sweat pants and a black loose long sleeved shirt, i'm going to have to wear long sleeves for a while now..

*bus time*

i walked to get on the bus, namjoon motioned me to come back there, so i did i walked back there and jimin grabbed my wrist and i pulled back quickly

"ouch" i said pulling back

"i barely touched you jungkook?" jimin said looking at me concerned

"i- i uh" i said trying to walk away

"come here now" jimin ordered

i did as he said and sat next to him

"let me see your wrists jungkook now" jimin said with eyes on him