what am i thinking

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_yoongi p.o.v_

he totally ignored me the whole day, like i didn't even exist, honestly it did hurt, a lot, especially because i thought he loved me, but when he left it made me understand that he isn't really capable of love, and now i am dating kieoa again, and i just remembered everything he's done to jungkook, along with his mother leaving him.. wait, that could possibly mean that he thought i was using him.. and that i didn't love him, and how he probably didn't know how to feel about anything.. he is lost.. oh no.. i didn't help anything by coming here with kieoa, he came here to hide from love.. just then jungkook said something i'll never forget, this was not like him

"listen here ugly, i will not tolerate you messing with people in my hallway, understand idiot" jungkook said to a guy in front of him while pushing him against the wall

"y-yes jungkook i- i won't do it again i swear" the guy said looking frightened

"that's what i fucking thought, now get out of here" jungkook said

"o-okay" the guy said practically running away

why is everyone afraid of jungkook?

"what are you staring at newbie" a guy said and looked at me while others chuckled around him evilly

"nothing, just observing" i replied

"observing, what are you albert einstein?" he shot at me with others laughing

"guys, seriously that's not even a good joke" said jungkook looking serious

"oh, okay jungkook, but he was staring, hehe maybe he liked what he saw" the guys said back

"haha, totally jungkook, you are pretty hot" another guy said

"shut up kai and luhan" he said coldly

i've never seen this side of him before, and honestly i don't like it

"whatever jungkook" kai said laughing

"get to class kai" said jungkook smiling

oh i've missed that smile.. he immediately turned to me and glared, soon waking away from me without a word

"jungkook, can we talk" i asked him

"yoongi, there's nothing to talk about" he said with venom in his voice

"there's a lot to talk about, and you know it" i said

"yoongi, listen why don't you go to kieoa and talk to him, i am not dealing with you again, i tried, and i left, understand? now your happy again, and so am i, therefore there's nothing to speak about" he said and started to walk away again

"you don't look happy.." i said, and he immediately shoved me against the lockers

"listen, you know nothing about me, only the part of me that you knew has faded away, understand? i am not who you think i am, this is me! okay and i am dealing with it as you should too, i'd appreciate if you didn't pay attention to my actions, their not too great around here, obviously.. oh there's kieoa, go get him yoongi, stay away from me" he said and let go of me and walked away

"what was he doing to you?" kieoa asked

"giving me a warning, nothing important though, i am not going to listen" i said

"you probably should, i found out exactly who he is around here, we will talk later understand?" kieoa said

"fine" i said turning away to go the direction jungkook went

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