My Kidnapped Soul (CaptainSparklez fanfic)

8.5~ Time to tell you my story

This is not a chapter. I figure it's time to tell you my story.

In 6th grade a boy pretended to like me. He asked me to date him but I wasn't interested so I said no. In 7th grade a boy who seemed nice asked me to be his girlfriend. I declined and his two friends kept picking on me about not dating him. 6th and 7th grade I was also picked on for my appearance. I have been bullied since 1st grade. I learned to ignore them but it still hurts. This year is my 8th grade year and it's been rough to say the least. I'm not your average 13 year old I weigh a little more than average, hunt, would like to know how to skateboard, play video games, dress differently, I reject the status quo making me un-popular, and as some would say I over accessorize. I write stories based on my experience and it helps, but there is always that little group of voices in the back of my mind taunting me. I know to tell an adult and I have but it only stops for a short period of time. My friends and I go to an international school and I am going to traditional high school. Next year we are going to high school and even now I feel like an outsider alone, sad, miserable, and un-loved. I feel empty like another defective bolt in the machine called life; I'm just sitting here waiting for them to replace me and through me away. I am nervous it will have been three years since I will have last seen these people and it terrifies me that they might bully me twice as much because I choose the untraditional route. On the bus they hit, kick, scratch, and even bite me. I feel like I'm a punching bag everything hurts. I just want the pain to go away! I want people to stop ignoring me and listen! The jokes, the names, the physical and mental abuse, I try to shut it out, but I'm just making myself miserable.

Talk to you guys soon!