Fifty Shades Undone

New Beginnings

Ana POV

Kate had a baby girl! WOW! Christian and Grace have arranged for a nurse to wheel me down to see them. I'm so excited to get out of my room. I also want to see how Christian is with the baby. I really wanted to be there for Kate, but apparently everyone was here from both families. Even Ethan flew in from London, though he got here a bit late, he still gets to see his niece within a day of being born. Kate still has her old apartment that her parents bought for her that we used to live in before we both got married, I guess that's where he's staying while he is here. I wonder why she still keeps that old place. I guess her and Elliot can have it for a rental place or something, I am not sure, but it's hers. I guess Ethan uses when he's in town.

I've been feeling restless. I want to go home and soon. Dr. Greene says it will be soon. I have talked to the neurologist and I am 100% neurologically, which is great, I'm glad I have no memory loss and no problems with my brain. The twins are doing great and soon we will be able to find out their sex. Of course the only problem I am having is this darn ankle that I turned when I feel. I guess I tore all of my tendons when I fell and that's what is hold me up somewhat. I also have a sprained wrist too. I guess crutches are out since you use your hands and I can't use mine. I don't want a wheel chair and I don't want to be stuck in bed. I feel like crap. Ray has been up to visit me a few times and he got released last week. I know how he feels to be stuck in here like a prisoner. Of course he was in here for much much longer than me. Dad was in here for almost a year recovering. He had so many setbacks. Of course he's older too, but dang, I want out of here.

Before Ray left he stopped in and was surprised that Christian got him an apartment in Escala near us. Of course it's not the penthouse. Ray wouldn't like that one bit. Christian found him a two bedroom apartment in one of lower floors. That way Ray would feel like he's near us but also wouldn't feel like he's imposing. It also gives him an extra bedroom for guests like Jose Sr to visit. I can't imagine Ray with a lady visitor, but it could happen. I can't imagine it, though. Christian says he's old, not dead. I was drinking a glass of wine when we were talking about my dad dating and I almost spit the wine out in Christian's when he said that. I still cannot fathom Ray dating anyone.

The nurse finally arrived to take me to see Kate. Christian has been Mr. Worrywart all day about me moving around, but I have insisted that I am fine. My head doesn't hurt as much for the last couple of days. I've been eased of some of the pain medication for my head as well. Christian insisted that he be the one to move me into the wheelchair and not anyone else. He gently lifts me and placed me into the chair. He raised my right leg up gently and put a fluffy pillow under my now casted foot and lower leg. I look at my leg in almost disgust because I really am upset mostly at it right now. Looks like heels are out for awhile. The nurse adjusts all of my IV's that are now in my right arm so that my left arm can heal properly as well. Since my left wrist is the one that is sprained. I wonder if I will be able to hold Kate's baby at all with everything I have on my arms.

Of course Christian won't let the nurse push me either. He really is being overprotective to the max. I am enjoying being out of my room. The change of scenery is gorgeous, even if it is just hospital scenery. The labor and delivery wing is so beautifully decorated. I can only imagine what it will be like when we have our babies, it will be so welcoming for all of us. We pass by the nursery, I wonder if Ava is in the nursery. Christian slows down as we pass by, he glances in and shakes his head that she's not in there. Kate must be keeping her in her room with her. I imagined that she would. According to Christian, Elliot has barely put her down. I wonder if the girl will learn to walk, Elliot will probably never put her down, except to sleep, he's already doting on her. Christian said he ordered a pink tool belt and hard hat for her already, daddy's little girl, wrapped around his finger and not even 24 hours old.